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Camilo x reader: cursed pt 2

What was I going to do with my life? There was no point in living when the love went missing. I didn't feel anything. Eventually I became numb. I hid in my room 24/7. I barely ate. I couldn't find a reason to do anything anymore. What was I living for? Does my family need me? They seem like they're surviving on their own just fine with me closed up in my room. I couldn't give her the promise I made to her. She wanted to see the world and I couldn't keep that. Am I a liar? I couldn't be... right? She was gone before I got the chance to even help her get out of Encanto. We could've done so much. 

I just wanted her back. Her smile, her laugh, her voice, her touch, everything about her, I want back. She lit up the world and when her light died out, no one could see. We were blinded by misery. She was the joy that helped us find our way throughout the dark. I just needed that back. Even if it's just for a second. I would do anything just to see her smile one last time, to hear the words float out of her mouth, to see her dance in the grass, to smell the flowers she put in my hair, just to feel her hands in mine once more. 

Tears started flowing down my face again. She brought back memories that I would never forget, but never make new ones. I wanted to get out of this pain, but I couldn't think how. I would never be happy again. I couldn't smile. There was no reason to. I wouldn't be able to laugh. What is so funny? What about helping the town's people? They couldn't see me in the state I'm in. All they would do is pity me and that was the last thing I needed from anyone right now. There was nothing that could help me unless she came back. But we all know that's impossible. How did Bruno not see this? This would have to be something he see because it's important. Maybe he did see it, but he didn't know her at the time and he forgot or he thought that it was just some random ass girl and he didn't care.

The point is she was never coming back which meant I was giving up.