She had gone through it all , the harsh reality , the fear , the trauma , everything.
Where could she go , she slowly understand the adult society , she felt unsafe .
She had to hold back her tears just so that people won't see her struggling .
She act tough , act as if nothing bothers her .
Wanted to seek help but afraid to expose herself .
What if she breakdown , what if she can't hold it anymore .
Seeing people defeating their fear and problems make her happy for a bit second .
But she , herself still stuck on the bottom .
The only time she burst out , when the lights were turned off and her head rest on her pillow .
Her pillow wiped off every drop of her tears .
Carefully sobbing , her palm placed on her mouth so that no one heard her burst out her emotions .
Darling... I don't know what you've gone through , I just wanted you to know this YOU'RE STRONG AND YOU'RE GONNA MAKE IT TILL THE END .
YOU'RE STRONG AND I'M VERY PROUD OF YOU!!
