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CHAPTER 23 (end)

Until one day...

We were in the car in silence "are you mad?" I said trying to understand but no answer.

 "Is it because of Namjoon again?" he still ignored my question.

"Please tell me? is it because of the same problem?" I felt tears in my eyes.

 "Why does this happen, over and over and over? why can't we just move on?" he said still driving "it's because of your jealousy" he chuckled.

 "Then who's husband will be happy seeing his wife hanging out whit a man? How can I don't be angry?" he said at the end shouting "you don't trust me?" I said looking down.

 "How can I? how can I when you're being like that," he said "you're always like that... he's nothing that you think, "I said as he looked at me "he is just my friend and nothing else" he grabbed the wheel tightly "he is just my friend," I said this time shouting too.

"He is not just your freind! he is your ex-boyfreind," he said, "I said that there is nothing between us even if he is my ex," I said "nothing between? I don't want to hear that word," he said

 "If you don't want to believe let's just break up... stop the car," I said as I felt tears in my cheeks.

 "Do you really want to break up whit me," he said glancing between the road and me.

 "We keep on fighting and fighting whit nonsense problem," I said "why are you always giving me pain why? why?"

 I just stayed silent silently afraid of saying anything, as we arrived I slammed the door hard as I entered our room.

He came shortly after and started packing clothes then he threw his clothes on the ground "do you want to sleep in his house tonight? Is that what you want?" he said shouting while looking at me

 "Don't start again," I asked sitting in our bed "go to his house then, you kept meeting him even tho I don't want you to," he said grabbing more clothes.

 "Then when can I meet my friends," I said as he shouted "he is not your friend stop lying why do you keep calling him your friend?" he got closer to me.

"Why? why don't you just go back whit him?" Chan said looking at my eyes but it felt as if he is trying to look at my soul.

"Okay this is also what you want me to do?" I said "then how about me?" he asked.

"Then what about me? I was always waiting for you to give me some of your time. but you are always busy whit your teammates or work" I said.

 "Stop changing the subject" he shouted looking down.

"I wanted to say this from the start. why don't you make time for me, I'm your wife Chan? why? I am your fucking wife" I shouted.

 "stop changing the subject," he said as he threw a vase near me which made my cheek bleed, I knew he didn't intend to hurt me and it was just because of his anger toward the situation, but I started crying because of the pain and because of our current situation.

I looked at him he was crying too as he approached me "get out! get out right now! I don't want to see you!" he felt guilty, and tried to hold my face "I said get out" I shouted "I didn't mean to.. I just.." he was shaking

"Go? don't get near me," I said as I slapped him and went to the other room crying and closed the door.

We had our bad moments and good, yes we would fight but still, I know we would never hurt each other or say anything that would make the other in pain, we loved each other so much but I guess that even whit all this pain, I will do it all over again, the hurt, the pain, the sadness, just so I'd get to feel his love I thought as I cried.

CHAN POV:

I just went to the car and head toward Lee Know and told him everything "man I don't know what to say but you need to fix this" he said as I felt myself shaking

 "How could I? How could I hurt the women I love the most? how could I? I will fix this I swear I will, I can't lose her she is everything to me" I said as Lee Know just looked at me and gave a smile of reassurance.

I went and bought flowers and tickets to a desert so we can both go and fix this, but I froze after what I saw.

AFTER A VERY LONG TIME...

"happy 31 years old Nari," Chan said holding a bouquet of flowers "I hope you're doing good" silence then a laugh 

"you remember when we just got togheter then you went to a busness trip and left me for a whole week, and we would call each other everyday and I would say that the most painful thing in the world is not seeing you everyday well it isn't the pain that I feel everyday knowing that you're not smiling, laughing, telling those stupid sarcastic jokes,your scolding when I am eating whit my mouth open, or when your eyes open so wide after seeing an angel number, how your cheeks become red when I praise you and how you would scold me, the way your hips swing when you brush your teeth or when you're making food or even when you're eating pasta, the way you would touch your ear after being embarrassed"

"How you always hit your hand whit any table then act like if it didn't happen, the way your nose will have a small dot of coffee because of that stupid glass I still don't know why did the creator make it that way . We were in love but I guess forever wasn't made for us luv" a small laugh "it hurt Nari it hurt a lot why did you do that"cries "why would you leave me? you promised? you always said that you keep your promises why didn't you keep this one, I hate you Nari I hate you more than anything in this world" sob "because-beacuse- I... I... can't forget you Nari I can't it's hard your absence is killing me everyday please come back Nari please I am sorry..." Chan cried to the floor where Nari was resting after their house got caught on fire.

                                                                                        THE END

I hope this made you sad even for a little bit if you shed a tear that is my dream so yeah this is the end.

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