"Didiii, aap hamesha ki tarha gaana gao na !" children, request her to sing song surprising sidharth unaware of her hidden talent "acha, theek hai" takes guitar with a beautiful smile and keeps instrument closer to herself shutting eyes just pictures him .. her handsome sidharth .. possessing innocent heart.
Nahi jeena tere baaju
Nahi jeena, nahi jeena
Nahi jeena tere baaju
Nahi jeena, nahi jeena (x2)
(tere baaju: without you)
She doesn't wanna live without him, her life has been terrible surrounded by a number of problems, loneliness and never ending difficulties. A genuine friend is found with a lot of prayers therefore living without him would be impossible.
A mere stranger unintentionally took up precious place deep within heart soul, living without him would be equal to putting herself into darkness, getting her self consume to an extent where loneliness haunts existence.
Main tenu samjhawan ki
Na tere bina lagda jee
Main tenu samjhawan ki
Na tere bina lagda jee
Tu ki jaane pyaar mera
Main karoon intezar tera
Tu dil tui-yon jaan meri
How does she explains to him, without him her heart is no where ?
She herself doesn't know why ?
What could be the reason ?
Love,
She doesn't know ..
Main tenu samjhava ki
Na tere bina lagda jee
Tu ki jaane pyaar mera
Main karoon intezar tera
Tu dil tui yon jaan meri
Main tenu samjhawa ki
Na tere bina lagda jee
Opening pretty orbs, deeply looks into his dark intense orbs happily looking towards her direction unable to understand or recognise her inner turmoils.
He is proudly grinning at her ..
Is sidharth blind ?
OR
Is shehnaaz failing to convey how strongly she's getting emotionally attached to him, sighing, continues to plaster smile as soon as eyebrow raise up asking her reason behind getting emotional, shaking head, giggled.
Mere dil ne chun laiyaa ne
Tere dil diyaan raahan
Tu jo mere naal tu rehta
Turpe meriyaan saaha
Jeena mera.. hoye
Hun hai tera, ki main karaan
Tu kar aitbaar mera
Main karoon intezar tera
Tu dil tui-yon jaan meri
Main tenu samjhawan kee
Na tere bina lagda jeep
She didn't realise when her innocent heart chose path which indirectly lead to his heart. If he would have always been there her life would have been more .. easier and happier .. now her life is somewhere his .. he's turning out to be her heart and soul, how does she explain this to him ?
Without him, her heart is no where ..
She wanted him to be there on her birthday 🥰
Ve changa nahion keeta beeba
Ve changa nahion keeta beeba
Dil mera tod ke
Ve bada pachhtaiyaan akhaan
Ve bada pachhtaiyaan akhaan
Naal tere jod ke
He disconnected their souls by looking away and enjoying dance with children unaware of her emotions, twirling them around, romantically being a hero just to make them smile ?
What about her ?
Tenu chadd ke kitthe jawan
Tu mera parchhanvaa
Tere mukhde vich hi main taan
Rab nu apne pawaan
Meri duaa.. haaye
Sajda tera kardi sadaa
Tu sun iqraar mera
Main karoon intezar tera
Tu dil tui-yon jaan meri
Main tainu samjhawan ki
Na tere bina lagda jee
After connecting with his dark intense orbs, she sang where would she go after leaving him .. he is her shadow .. In his face itself .. she sees her god .. call naaz stupid who cares isn't love denoted as crazy emotion ?
What if sidharth is an obsession or infatuation ?
Harmful attraction ?
"Waoooo, kitna pyaara gayaa aap ne haina hero ?" sidharth, nodded praising another hidden skill "I am so proud of you babe, tune kabhi bataya kyun nahi itne talented hai, subah se shock ke jhatke de rahe hai" slapping her head.
"Ahhh, kutte mat kar .." controlling emotion, pretends to be upset leaving him clueless "ajeeb, bhel puri hai kisi ke samajh mein ajaye bohut bade baat hoge" pinky laughs "ek dum hero jaise bolte ho" he smirks "main toh hoon lekin kya aapko pata hai mere heroin kaun hai ?" she nodded.
"Diddiiii" pointing at shehnaaz, astonishing him.
"Nahi sweetheart, she is just a good friend" clearing doubt, went to shehnaaz playing luddo with group of children "sanaaaa" yells, pulling hair "mat kar na yaar mera mood nahi hai" throwing attitude "acha, sab tere hisaab se hoga ?" silently, acts to be uninterested "bol ?" encircling waist, knocks her down she yells hiding face using palm to show rage "natak mat kar fazool aurat main na tere liye saara kaam chod kar aya tu mujhe attitude dekha rahe hai, wahh"
"Ehsaan nahi kiya chala jaa mujhe kya .." trying to hurt him, just because she wants to unaware of her own feeling battling against each other "soch le mai jaane ke baad wapis nahi aunga" scaring her deep down hitting insecurity.
He wasn't getting response therefore yanks himself away "mat jaaaa .. rukna sidharthh yaar kya hai .. gussa hogaye na .. kya hogaya ?" stopped him, she is very scared to let him go "kyun, ab tera mood hai ?" she cutely, pouts "sorry, was just kidding, chal khaana khaate hain phir ghar jayenge" he stays quiet.
"Kya hai maafi maag le na phir kyun muh sadaye khada hai ?" cupping face.
"Why do you care apne kaam se kaam rakho !" scolds shehnaaz.
"Tu mera dost hai chal ab warna main uche uche roaunge" leaning head, on shoulder
"Tera juloos nikaal dunge !" she laughs and threatens him.
"Sidharthhhhh" crying tone, annoying him.
"Abey yaarrrr, pakka mat .." dragging her along, she smiles holding his rough tough shoulder "indian cuisine order kiya hai" his favourite "hmm .." twisted lips "tu kitna ganda hai, abhi tak gift bhi nahi diya aur main tere smile ke liye khaane order kar rahe hoon, how mean yaar kaise hai tu" fake cries.
"Jaisa bhi hoon tera dost hoon, sweetheart 🥰" kissing top of head, help her serving children, teachers, helpers and guard "tujhe bhook lage haina ?" she denies "main bacha huwa khaunge, aap toh baitho main plate lagate hoon"
"Nahhh, tere saath khaunga !" side hugging, shehnaaz and adoring everyone loving food, talking and thanking her for being amazing, indeed she is 🤩
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RomanceA rich girl falling in love with a middle class boy. Marrying him forcefully but regrests her behaviour. His ignorant behaviour later turns to love? How? For that peep in the story... Publishing date:- 19 sep 2021 Status:- On going. Book cover and...
