{RECAP}
"No Luke, We're done. I break up with you."
And with that, she just walked away, not even crying or anything. Just walking away like nothing happened. I knew it was to good to be true. She couldn't love me. Not someone that perfect. But still, it still broke my heart when I heard those 5 words.
I just stood there blinking thinking
What just happened?
Sophie just broke up with me. She broke up with me. I was just standing there in disbelief. Everyone left. When Maddy walked pass me she whispered in my ear "Welcome to the real world"
How could I have been so blind?
{NORMAL TIME}
MADDALINE'S P.O.V
We all heard shouting outside, so the rest of 5SOS, 1D, Paul, the rest of Black Pens and I went out to see what was up. When we got outside the building, we saw Luke and Sophie fighting. Well Luke was fighting first then Sophie. I zoned out in amazement, I snapped out of my trance when I heard Luke calling Sohie a 'slut', 'whore' and a 'bitch'.
When I heard Luke say the three words I started to make gargled noises. It's not my fault. Blame it on my parents, they didn't love each other and look how that made me turn out like. A weird freak. A bipolar freak that everyone hates. Has self-esteem problems. I don't love people. People just get real annoying. Sophie left Luke and so did we, we walked right pass him and when I did, I whispered in his ear 'Welcome to the real world'.
When I finished my 'speech' and walked off, I'm pretty sure Luke was stunned. I smiled, mission accomplished. No more Sophie. Well it wasn't really a mission as I didn't really plan it out but still...Wait. Why do I care so much if Sophie's dating Luke? I mean this is NOT me. Why am I making such a big deal out of this? Wait...no...I can't. I cannot like Luke. I forbid myself to like him. It has to be a small crush considering I just met him right? I don't know. Ugh, my brain hurts from thinking to much. I just want to go home. Lie on my bed, covered in my white, blankets with black pillows and black bed sheets. Listen to music. I would watch 'The Walking Dead' again but I've watched the whole thing at least a dozen times. I could basically quote line after line with my eyes closed, spinning around. Literally. Same with 'American Horror Story'. Why does my life have to be so difficult? Why?
-- All go to Black Pen's place -
When we got home, I quickly got out of the car and opened the door. As soon as I did that, I shot up the stairs to the third level and into my room. If you're wondering, I took the steps two at a time.
I hate my life so badly. why you ask? Because its messed up. I lost everything. Not I lost too much. Just, I lost everything. I don't have enough motivation in my life to keep it going.
sighing I got my headphones out of my back right pocket in my jeans. I plugged it into my phone and hit the shuffle button. Lying on my bed. Soon, I didn't know how long I've been listening to music but I fell asleep. I don't know how, but I woke up under my blankets. I checked my phone to see it was on my bed side table charging. Huh, weird, I never put it back. 'Probably one of the guys put it there and put me under the blankets' I thought to myself.
