Lucifer Rising

Part Nine

''Selafiel?'' Castiel repeated.

''Yes, Selafiel'' Gabriel said.

''Isn't he dead?''

''Obviously not''

Castiel disappeard and didn't come back until the next day.

Castiel walked into Dean's room and waited 10 minutes until Dean came back.

Dean walked into his room and saw Castiel sitting on the bed.

''Cas'' Dean said.

''Dean, I need to talk to you''

''Why? What is it? You seem worried''

Castiel just stood there staring into Dean's eyes.

''I love you'' he said finally.

''I love you too, Cas. You know that''

''Yes, but we can't be together...''

''Why not?'' Dean said with tears in his eyes.

''It's too dangerous... it's not allowed for an Angel and Human to be together...'' Castiel said and a tear slipped down his face.

''But...I—I... love you'' Dean said crying.

''I'm so sorry, Dean. I love you too... More than you will ever know...''

''Cas... Please... Don't leave me''

''I will never leave you, Dean... I would do anything for you...''

Dean started to cry even more and sat down on the bed.

''Dean-'' Castiel hugged him and kissed his forehead.

''Cas, please don't leave me'' he said crying.

''I will not leave you, Dean. I would never do such a thing... But we can't be together...''

Dean got up from the bed and stood in front of Cas, crying.

''Then say you don't love me, say you never did!''

''Dean... I will always love you, but it's not allowed... I will leave you alone'' He said and disappeard.

Dean lay down onto the bed, crying.

''Cas...''

Someone knocked on the door to Dean's room.

''Leave me alone!'' He shouted at the person behind the door.

''Dean, it's just me, Charlie!'' She said and opened up the door and carefully walked in after closing the door.

''Dean, are you alright?'' She said carefully sitting down on the bed.

''No, do I look alright?'' He said crying.

''Why are you crying?''

''Cas...'' Dean started to cry even more.

''Why? What happened? You can talk to me''

''He said... That we can't-''

''That you can't what?''

''That... we... can't be... together'' He said through the tears.

''No! He did not! He couldn't have meant it!'' Charlie said upset.

She hugged Dean where he was lying.

''He meant it... But he keep't saying that he loved me... I'm really confused...''

''You sound so girly, Dean Winchester''