the emo life

chapter one

Someone can be your bestfriend,come to your house every weekend and there will be so much you never even noticed. I didnt notice the cuts, the clothes,the scars until that night...

Selena my bestfriend was coming over we had the house to ourselves!! No annoying sister,no brother, and best of all no parents!!! For five hours anyways,and i was prepared for a night of loud music and fun but what happened was not anything you could prepare for.

Selena barges in the door with a purse and backpack full of clothes *like usual. Shes wearing skinny jeans and a big hoodie and her black hair across her eyes. She throws her phone on the bed, drops the bags in the floor and falls backwards on the bed. I thorw myself face first on the bed look at her so what you want to do today..She laughs and we get up because we both knew that we was going to dance.

Me and her had our own dance team and when she came over we would always be practice and making up dances no strict schedule or anything.It was free dance and wed turn her phone on shuffle, if we had a dance then we'd dance but if not we made up the moves as we went. Then all of a sudden her phone rang and she regected it...They called again and she done the same thing looking confused i just shrugged it off till the third time they called and she answered "What do you f**ckin want!?"Then she walked out side and her phone and i knew not to follow.

When she came back in she sat on the bed and looked so sad but yet so angry. As tears filled her eyes i walked to her and sat beside her pulled her to me and gave her a hug and let her cry. Then after awhile she stopped and just sat there silent until i couldnt handle it any longer. "what's going on"i ask her and she says nothing. I look at her and yell,"you crying on my shoulder for almost an hour isnt nothing,now tell me!!!" She looked at because she knew she had to do it. But what i asked for i wasnt ready to get.