the emo life

chapter 2

I sat down beside her looking confused and angry because i hated seeing her like this. She skooted close to me where there was no room in between us and i didn't know what she was doing.Then she whispers in my ear that was my parents, i look at her scared and confused."They hate me for what i am and what i do"she whispers in my ear. Not knowing what she was talking about i try to skoot away then she grabs my hand and i notice a mark under her hoodie sleeve so i push her sleeves up and i see long cuts up and down her arm and short cuts across her wrist. Feeling scared but not knowing exactly why,i back away.

Selena laughs and she says "it's okay." She grabs my hand and says "really it helps my pain." Standing there trying to find words to say but i can't and then she says,"there's somthing else you don't know about me." I look at her confused and then she walks slowly to me cautiously pushes my hair out from my eyes and she kisses me. Standing there not being able to move she kisses me, not on the check or the for head, straight on the lips.

After she backs away to see that all i can do is stand there looking stupid she grabs my hand and sits me down on the bed. She looks me in the eyes and says"desarae,im bisexual." I could do anything i didnt know what do to, i didnt know what i felt, and i had never experinced anything like this before.Selena kinda laugh at me and turns my head toward hers and ask,"are you okay with this?" I slowly shake my head yes.

Then we sit there for awhile and she puts her hand on mine and says you remember chris. I shake my head yes not even wanting to think about him. (He was our best friend and Selena's boyfriend.A few months ago he died in a car wreck because he was mad at Selena. It hurt her more than it did me.) She stands up and goes to the bathroom the comes out in a pair of booty shorts. She turned toward me and there was his name...

There was his name where she carved it into her leg with a knife. I looked at her and shook my head "i never knew,i never knew." She looks at me and says "i know you didnt,you didnt know alot of things."She was right.