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𝘼𝘿𝙍𝙄
"𝙒𝙃𝘼𝙏 𝘼𝙍𝙀 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝘿𝙊𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙃𝙀𝙍𝙀?" I ask him, who stood leaning against my bedroom door. Although confused, I smile. He's grinning, eyeing my room before his gaze falls on my attire. I hold my covers higher over my chest as he starts walking towards me.
"Your brother let me in, I told him you left something and I was returning it." He stands in front of my bed now as if waiting for my approval to sit.
"Yeahh, but what did you really come here for, Jahseh?" His eyes holds an expression I haven't seen before. He shrugs at my question, looking down at the duvet. "You. I wanted to see you. Touch you," He grabs onto the duvet and slowly begins to drag it towards himself, "taste you."
I observe his appearance while he continues. He has on an undershirt and shorts that hang much lower than where his Calvin Klein boxers hug his v-line. Muscular build, he's in good shape. His tattoos are way more noticeable this way. It's hard to ignore the pulse I start to feel when my eyes meet his again.
"Lay with y—"
I jolt awake to Nami's tail touching my face as she sits besides my head. "Nuh-uh," I wipe my face as I push her away, "you got your own little bed to sleep in."
I sit up and furrow my eyebrows in realization. Did I just dream about X? It's been a few days since we've had an actual conversation, or have found ourselves together and alone again. I liked it this way because we could abide by each other's boundaries easier like this; there was less arguing.
I couldn't help but notice him missing in action though. Or thinking back on the night of the party when we played truth or dare.
I push these thoughts aside as I scoot out of bed to start my morning routine. Today the girls and I were going to the mall. Their lives should keep me invested in something over than him for the time being.
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𝙅𝘼𝙉𝘼𝙀
"Girlll, so what really happened that night with you and Stokes? I know y'all ain't just have a chat," Jazmine says the last few words with air quotes.
I roll my eyes at her, unable to hold back a smile. "Look at her, cheesing," Adrianne adds to make matters worse.
"Nooo, we really just talked," I grip onto my shopping bags tighter, "—and kissed." I think back to that night when he brought us outside away from the party.
"And fucked??!" Jazmine yells, causing all three of us to laugh. "No! No, no, we didn't. Yet," I say.
"He told me he's felt the same way since sophomore year and didn't know if it would make things weird," I recall our conversation, "and that I'm horrible at taking hints."
"Didn't I tell you that that hair appointment was a sham?" Jazmine says, "that nigga ain't want you to do his hair, he just wanted to be up under you for a few hours."
"So it's finally official?" Adri peers her head out and asks with a smile. "Ouuu, and how did y'all kiss? Long? Short? Tongue, Gropi-"
"Damn, y'all wanna know what color my piss was that night too?" I joke with them, causing them to roll their eyes. "We want to know errthang, okayy?" Jazmine says.
"And where did you disappear to last night?" Adrianna asks her and Jazmine's eyes widen for a split second after.
"I was hiding out. The party got boring and Coolie was being annoying after Zion came up asking for you." She says. "What he wanted me for? He could've just texted me if anything," Adri responds and I laugh.
"Girl, he knew you were there. He just wanted to ruffle some feathers and ruin their fun." I explain to her.
"And so you didn't disappear and make some bad decisions while you were half-drunk?" I ask Jazmine to make sure things were alright. She tends to do things and think she can avoid the consequences later.
Her eyes wander up, left and right as if she was thinking and she says, "No," while grinning. "Mhmm, girl, okay." I tell her. If anything were to happen it was bound to come out sooner or later. I wasn't going to pressure her about it or anything.
"Oh my gosh, Adri, you KISSED Jahseh!" Jazmine yells, "Nobody told me until like yesterday," she nudges Adrianne's arms. "How was it? I can't believe he went for it.. I can't believe YOU actually did it."
"Yeah, it was just a dare. He's still annoying as shit though. He tried to say something about stupid decisions after so I don't know if I should've done it in the first place," Adri explains.
"No, there's literally no way he would've allowed you if he didn't want to. This man has been stuck on the same girl for years now, on and off," I jump in and say.
"Yeah, like maybe he wants to move on this time for real," Jazmine adds. Adrianne furrows her eyebrows and shrugs her shoulders. "It was nice. He's a good kisser."
"She broke the neva curse," Jazmine jokes and I laugh. "Y'all are so dramatic," Adrianne says as she joins in.
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𝙅𝘼𝙃𝙎𝙀𝙃
"'Said, I don't understand, how you don't got a man'" You want me in your bed, 'cause I've been in your head." I tap my pen onto my notebook as I sing the words over and over again. A knock on my door causes me to look up.
"Don't be naked, don't be naked," Ski says as he enters with his hand over his eyes. "Nigga," I say, sitting upwards to face him. He moves his hands and laugh. "I'm bored. Why you up here and not downstairs?" He asks, picking my socks up before balling it and aiming it towards me.
"I've been writing. How imma focus with y'all loud asses yelling and breaking my controllers," I ask.
"Nigga, that was one time. I told Tarantino I was sitting there," He laughs with his arms up in defense. "Watchu writing about? You freestylin'?"
"Yeahh, I guess so. We gotta go to the stu again soon," I tell him. "Alright, let's go Friday. Imma record some shit too," He replies.
I get up and walk towards the door, past him.
"Which one of y'all niggas smoking a blunt down there? I done told y'all Aiden could smell that shit when he come in here," I yell as I walk down the stairs, towards the living room area.
