ashtray - euphoria (toxic)

9

you wake up, still on the couch, with ashtray's hands in your hair, you get up not realising and result in your hair getting tangled in between his fingers

'ow! fuck' you say turning your head to see his waking up

'shit, sorry ma' he says in a raspy voice

'no it's okay' you smile

'fuck i'm so tired' ash says, taking his hands away from your hair and rubbing his face

'same' you say watching him

'is fez home' ash asks you

'yep' fez yells from the other room

'jesus christ! were you listening to us the whole time?' you ask

'if i say yes would that sound creepy?' he says, walking into the room

'what the fuck' you laugh

'i also saw you guys sleeping' fez admits

'yeah cause thats not weird at all' ash says

fez laughs, and lexi walks in the room in one of fezcos shirts

'oh hey lex, how was lunch?' you ask when you see her

'it was really nice' she says, giving fezco a smile

'thats good' you say

'how was your time with ash?' she asks, smirking at you

you look at ash, trying not to laugh

'uhh yeah, it was fun' you admit

'what typa fun' fez asks giving you a weird look

'jesus' ash chuckles

'no funny business' he says, looking at you, then at ash, then walking out with lexi

you turn around and see ash smiling at you

'what?' you ask him

'i really love you when your sober' ash admits

you smile at him, trying not to blush

'i mean it's fun until you go through a rough patch and have to fight the urge not to kill yourself' you smile back

ash stops smiling

'i'm joking' you say, watching his concerned face

'thats not fucking funny' ash says

'i'm sorry' you say, kissing him quick and then standing up and grabbing his hands

'what are we doin?' he asks

'something. idk, you choose' you say

'saw on insta some people from school are throwing a party tonight, wanna check it out?' ash suggests

'for sure' you say with a smile

'alr lets get ready cause i'm not pullin up like dis' he says looking down at his outfit

'yeah same' you smile