as you storm down the hallways, with tear drops falling from your eyes, you eventually make it to the kitchen
you grab a half full vodka bottle and start drinking it straight
'woah' you hear a guys voice behind you
you turn around and see a tall, mixed looking guy
'whats woah?' you ask him, taking sips from the glass bottle
'you can really take down vodka that easy?' he asks you surprised
'pfft. only someone who is in some serious fucking pain can. try it' you say handing him the big glass bottle
he takes a small zip in his face scrunches up
'holy fuck' he coughs
'told you' you say, as your mascara runs down your face
'why are you in pain' he asks
you sit up on the bench infront of him
'so imagine this right. you see your boyfriend staring at your best friend, so you leave because you get annoyed, and then later you go to apologise to him and he's in a room making out with her' you say, then drinking a mouthful
'for fucks sake. thats rough' he says
'mhm' you say taking another sip
he stares at you, almost admiring you
you get awkward and make up an excuse to leave, because you literally felt like sobbing
'i really gotta go find my friends, but it was nice meeting you' you say as you hop down off the bench and take the vodka bottle to where maddy was sitting
'girl what happened?' she says as she looks at your make up running
'i saw something' you tell her
'what did you see? she asks you
'gia... and ash' you say as your eyes fill up with tears
'what the fuck were they doing?' maddy asks you getting angry at him
'they were making out' you say as you start sobbing
'oh my days' she says as she hugs you
'i literally just want to end my fucking life' you say choking on your own words as tears fall out of your eyes
'your joking??' rue says
you shake your head
'just wait till i tell fez. and my mom, my mom is gonna kill her' rue says exited
'that's not important right now' kat says
'what did you do?' maddy asks you
'i punched her' you say
'good girl' maddy says grabbing your hand
you take another sip of vodka as you try your best to not let anyone see you crying
'i'm going back to fezcos' you say standing up
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ashtray - euphoria (toxic)
Fanfictionashtray (16) meets y/n (15) after she walks into fezcos store looking for drugs, ash doesn't trust y/n at first but they slowly gain a friendship. she starts off living with her friend lexi, but shortly after y/n starts using heavy drugs again and l...
