ashtray - euphoria (toxic)

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you wake up alone in a bed, your vision is blurry for a minute and your head is killing you

you look around and realise you're back at fezcos

you sigh dramatically and get up, you go to the bathroom straight away and wash you face

when your done in the bathroom you go into the lounge room and see fezco sitting and talking with lexi

'woah, your up' fezco says looking at you

'barley' you say, looking at lexi

'hi lexi' you say

'hey y/n...uh fezco told me what happened'
she says with a gentle smile

'oh that's great' you say looking at fez who looks down

'i'm going back to yours' you say

'um that's the problem y/n, cassie told my mum and she said that you're gonna have to find a different place to stay, because your a bad influence' lexi explains

your eyes fill with tears

'your joking?' you say, your voice breaking

'i'm so sorry, but the good news is fezco said you could stay here. for as long as you need' she says, trying to make you feel better about the whole situation

you look at fez and he gives you a reassuring look

'i brought all your stuff here, and i also found a gun.. so i put that at the bottom of your bag, and the drugs too, but i didn't tell anyone don't worry' lexi says

'what about ash' you ask

'aren't y'all back together?' fez asks

'well i don't fucking know anymore. he's being a total cunt right now' you say angrily

'why?' lexi asks

you sit down on the couch and tell them what happened last night

'he fucking took gias side' you say, finishing the story

'oh my days' lexi says

'shii man, thats pre fucked' fezco says

'i know right!'
'how did i get here anyway?' you ask

'you were unconscious in the back of maddys car so cassie called lexi, and lexi called me and i came to pick you up, cassie told her mum so now your staying here' fez explains to you

you put your hands on your face, putting your head down

'fuck this. fuck all of this. i should've just overdosed myself last night' you say

'don't ever say those word again y/n' fezco says protectively

you look up and see him staring at you concerned

'this is ash's fault. i hope he knows that' you say

'yeah i know that' ash says walking around the corner

you glare at him, then get up and walk out of the house and start walking to maddys, lexi following after you

'y/n wait up' lexi says

you turn around and wait for her to catch up, then keep walking

'where are you going?' lexi asks