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Letters. - Namjen

Letters.

Ship: Namjen

Contains: idk tbh cos idk i will include any swearing or stuff. Figure out the rest.

Letter 1

Dear Jennie,

I know that you probably will throw this away like you do to everything else you get from your many admirers. But at least give me a chance. He never meant for you to see him drunk at the party. He had put something in his drink. At least forgive him. If you can't do anything for me, do something for him. I would gladly give anything for my friend to be happy, eleven if I have to let go of you.

Letter 2

Dear Jennie,

Did you talk to him again? He seems really happy today. He would not tell me what happened, but he was staring at his phone all day long with a smile on his face. It's nice to see him happy again after such a long time.

Letter 3

Dear Jennie,

You hurt me today. You punched me in the face today, and kicked my legs. That did not hurt as much as it did inside me. I cannot wonder what might have made you repent me like that. I only hope you can forgive me.

Letter 4

Dear Jen,

You seemed very happy today, and came into class with a bright smile directed towards him. You did not even spare me a glance. Does this have something to do with yesterday's happenings? Am I still not forgiven? You are making me confused so much, Jendeukie, and you are the only one who will make me feel that way.

Letter 5

Dear Jendeukie,

You hurt me again over these last few days, constantly. What did I do to make you feel this way? You are the only person who can make me feel a certain way, but you are also the only person who is constantly wounding me on both the outside and inside. Why? All you do nowadays is hang out with him. I guess my methods did work, but why do I feel jealous seeing you with him? I can easily let go of something for my friend's sake, but why not now?

Letter 6

Dear Jennie,

I am suffering by myself, alone, isolated. I have no-one to go to. All my family, my brothers and parents, died in a plane crash while crossing the Himalayas. I have no-one left in this secular world. Even hyung deserted me. He says that I am trying to take you away from him. What have I done to deserve this I wonder every single day.

Letter 7

Dear Jennie,

At least now I know that you read my letters. You came to school today with a smirk on your plastic face. After school finished, you came up to me and taunted me with your new friends and hyung. You called me an orphan and homeless. You are not wrong about any of those things. I am an orphan, and I do not have a proper home. I am camping at my halmoni's house. I wish that you would stop doing all this and leave me alone. I am suffering because of you, and there is no-one left to stop me.

Letter 8

Dear Jennie,

You are torturing me day and night. At school, you and your friends are chasing after me and doing the most horrible things to me. At night, I stay up late thinking about our past and mainly, you. These past weeks have brought on something which I would have liked to avoid. I am sorry, Jennie, but one day I will have my revenge.

Letter 9

Dear Jennie,

I am troubled and no-one can help. I am depressed, but nothing can stop me from torturing myself after your round of torture set in store for me everyday. I am having a tough life. Couldn't you have chosen to go and bully someone else? But you had to choose me. Why? Am I that bad?

Letter 10

Dear Jennie,

When you are reading this, I will probably be gone. 

This is too much for me. I don't know if you wanted this to lead up to what I will do, but I congratulate you on your success in life. Some people are just unlucky, like me. I am sorry, but I will make sure I won't have to endure this burden anymore. Goodbye Jennie, and everyone else.

From your late admirer and ex-childhood-best-friend,

Kim Namjoon

A/N

Annyeonghaseyo! Hopefully I didn't make this too sentimental. I did not cry, for a matter of fact. I just enjoyed the moment. Sorry, I've just been reading too m uch inspirational stuff. Anyways, I hope y'all liked this chapter. I'll try to update again this week, since I don't have many tests today. Arigato, saranghaeyo, and sayonara people!!