【"Ａｎｏｔｈｅｒ Ｃｈｉｌｄ"】

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.......I'm dead aren't I?😃
LOOK, HIGH SCHOOL IS TOUGH MAN!! a lot of shit has gone down in my life and my mental state has been up and down. But I wanted to do something that reflected that and sorta get my emotions out. And bc my OC is a variant of me-... well have fun.
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3rd POV:

It's been a few months since that and it's now drawing near Nox's birthday. May 7, sure not THAT close but still, they were about to turn 15. However due streaming and school taking up their lives it was hard for their mental health to stay the same. Especially with drama at school. Not gonna say it but things keep happening after another. Grades were good but they still were worried. Mother dearests are sweethearts though and told them that no matter what they would be proud.

They took a break from streaming for a WHILE and it's been better for it not being on their mind. However they've missed and decided to surprise their chat. Either way it's not like the fandom died off. They still did things to support them as cc. That's why they loved their little community.

They had asked their mothers and they happily agreed as long as they got to along. They were going to surprise drop off at their UK friends house. This wouldn't happen for a while but they were still excited. They had also asked to invite someone to come with to which they also said sure. So now came the hard part, most of their friends didn't even know they streamed or even a 3rd of the DSMP so that wouldn't work. The only person they had opened up enough to talk about their after school and at home life would be Lee.

And that's when it hit them the best idea they've ever had in their entire life!

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"That's the worst idea you've ever had." Ranboo said, being the cocky little shit he is after showing more parts of his face in a while.

"Oi! It ain't stupid, it's great, not only will you be only person who knows apart from my moms, but it's a perfect time for asking him out for a romantic date and being able to say my true feelings!" Nox exclaimed at the discord call tab screen while playing Minecraft with a starry look in their eyes.

They were whipped. No lie. Whipped, and very hard for the opposing andro boy. Maybe the pair will finally end up dating. Hopefully most thought. After the call ended the kid realized they were home alone. They saw a text message saying that Lupe and Alice were running an errand. Alice needed to renew her passport and it would take a  while so they might end up ordering food.

They couldn't believe the amount of trouble and effort their parents are going through for them. They really are the best,.....

'y̷̡̥͇͔̯̫̥̏ͅò̴͉̟̹̝͉̭̹̦͚̔̌̓͠͠͠ͅu̷̧̧̺̭͍̠͈̰̹̤͇̲̍͐̓͗̏̍͐͆̔̑̋̂̍͋͝ͅ ̸͈̱̙̳͇̊́̽̔̇̏d̸̟̜̻͔͎͖͎̠͊̑̊̊͆̚o̷̡̒̊̀̈́̕̚̕͠͝n̸̢̨̨̘̫̟̖̝̲̮̠̺̪̲̳̐͆̇̽͗̀̾͋̐̈'̷̨̲͍͇͎̜̠̝̤̱̻̯̠̝̹̃̒͂́͘t̶͓͕͕̀̽̾̿̌̂͌͛̾̅̀̀̀̕̚ ̸̢̦̱̮̪̫͇̖̬̲͉̗̮̝̓͗̾͂̔̅̄͘̕͜͝͝͠d̸̹̻͕̼͎̲̽́̾̈́̎͋̎̕ͅe̸̝͙̱̍̅̄s̵̫̻͍̙̊̀̽̐̽͠ę̷̨̧͎̳̯̗̣̫̳͙̣͈͎͇̏̈́͆́̀̒̚͝ř̵̫̯v̴̥̫̼͔̔͐͗̐̽̐̇͝ė̷̹̻̦̝̃̈́̂̀̏̄̏̃͘ ̵̡̘̮̦̪̲̯͎̝̹̝̺̩̙̐͛̊̒̎̉͆͐͑̀̄̿̃̏͘ṯ̷̮̣̥̈̐̄͝h̶̳̽̐̎̿͗̅̿̂̊͘e̶̖̽̐̐͌̌̈̐͆͛̉̍̽̑͠͠m̷͈̝͖͉͚̞͍̩͇̘͈̾̓̾̑̂̽̈́̈́̎́̋̕͘͠-'

'huh? why would you say that? they love me. i'm their kid' Nox thought trying to push down the voice before it gets bigger. This happened. Sometimes at night when they try to sleep. When they're at school talking to friends, or in general when making decisions.

'̵̳͚̠̙̼̠̣͔̼̦̜͔͊̏̓̊̆̀͒͝e̴͙̩̱̖̬̲͚̟͈̺͑͐x̴̡̨̥̼̦̟̫̬͒̈̈́͂̓̔̂̿͠͠a̷̪̰̞̾̽̓̓̽̿͗̎̒͂͆͗c̶̢̢̮̮̘̜̠̙̮̮̬͆̂̑̎̄̊̑͛͜͜t̸͕̠̓͠l̴͇̳͙͙͖̽͆̒̌́́̂́͒y̸̦͓̰͖͎̬͚̭̙̱̜̥͇̖̮̐́͐̍̊̀͗̽̐̈͠͝͝,̴͚̲̘͔̙̪̱̻̪̋̽͐̓̇͌ͅͅ ̵͉͇͍͈̼̓̔̎̿̇̃̕y̶̢͔̮͍͇͚̱̱͆̿̇͐͒͂̽͊̽̉̚ȯ̶̦̪̳̹͍̱͖͓͚̠̓͌̅̊͊́̍̎̿͛̏̕͝͝u̵̬̟͚̯̹̞͙̞̖͖̦̽̀̍͛͊̓̇͋̅̾̈͆͠͠ͅ'̵̡̨̳̝̺̙̮͉͚̖̘̗͉̫̞̅͋́̍̾͋̉͛r̷̡͖̙̰̬͈̝̫̊͊́̍́͌̀̎̊̚͝ę̷̛̯̪̹̖̔͌̓̽̂͌̀̉̑̓̂ ̴̞̟̥̰͌́̈́̈́͘͜͝a̸̠̟̟̳̟͊̎͛̓̀̄͑̈͐̿̕ ̴̨̺̦̎̆b̴̩͈̆̓̿̍̍̀́́ͅủ̴̢̨̯̖̯͎͊͊̀́̈̓̆̌r̸͖̹̪̟̭̝̜͆̃ḑ̴̔̽̊́̏̆́̌͠e̸̛͕̺̩̬͎͐͆̆͐͠n̷̦̳̗̩̾'̵̠̯̦̈́͛̊̿͐̀̏̆̉̏̓̈́̒̕

'shut up! i've had enough of you for today'

They hated the fact that the voice was always there. No matter where they went, even the slightest bit of regret could tip them over. They ended up thinking that they were making they're mothers suffer and started to tear up.

"Fucking useless,..." They whispered to no one. They had to think of something quick to get rid of the thoughts, that's when they remembered food. They needed it now. Quickly getting a cookie from the pantry and eating slowly taking in the flavor the voice evaporated. They then ended up thinking about their weight how they shouldn't always use it as a coping mechanism.

"Oh well."They said out loud again to literally no one!

(okay so here's the thing, my parents are forcing me to go to the gym because I need to lose weight even though my body is like Vi from Arcane at being like 14 while still having very little lower stomach which is normal, so yeah hate life rn :D at least I'll get muscles now)

Nox sat on the couch and turned on Disney+ to watch Turning Red. It was their second new favorite movie to come out recently. First being Luca but they feel like Morbius will easily take that when it comes out. After the movie finished they ended up being hungry for Japanese food so they order some. It got there 3 minutes before the moms got home. When they opened the door Nox was already eating their's. After eating dinner together they got ready and went to bed. Nox was relaxed and decided to be on their phone for a bit. Then went to sleep peacefully. At least until the alarm went off for them to get ready for school and ask out a certain boy.

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