Is This It? : A Y/N x Julian Casablancas Fanfiction

Life is Simple in the Moonlight

We drive up the mountain and reach a rest stop with a couple of benches.

As we walk to the benches I decide to open up a bit. "I like to come here when school is too much, or when I can't handle anything at the moment," I say as if this place holds some magic calming potion.

We sit side by side, his leg not quite touching mine. Yet, I can still feel the chemistry between us brewing. He asks while looking out into the city, "What can't you handle?" He then turns to me, wide-eyed and curious, awaiting my response. Wow. I thought the view of the city was nice, but this? His genuine interest in me... I've never felt anything like it.

I respond, "I don't know," I gesture to the world to make a point, "Life?" I relax my hands on my thighs, it feels good to talk to someone.

Julian lays his right hand on top of mine and holds it, for what seems like forever. He then takes a glance at me and catches me staring. I feel myself heating up and I turn away.

"Sorry, I should have asked." He lifts his hand and turns his body away. I react quickly.

"No, it's okay. I'm just embarrassed."

"Why? I held your hand, heh," he says, rubbing his neck, clearly flustered.

"Well for starters, shouting that I love you, then for being the only person with a VIP Pass, and now for staring... I don't understand why you're still here actually, I'm pretty lame."

He grabs my cheek and turns it to face him. His palm covers most of my face as he caresses my cheekbone with his thumb.

"You're beautiful, that's why. From the moment I saw you, something inside me knew you had to be mine."

He pulls me in and slowly, begins to kiss me. As I lean in, we both know how this is going to end. He puts his hand up my thigh, only slightly higher than the end of my skirt.

Before things escalate too much, he asks, "Want to go back to my trailer?"

There's no other answer but,

"Yes."