𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞 • 𝐧𝐢-𝐤𝐢

0809: Suffer Byeol

Byeol's pov:
Vulnerability. That was all that I was showing. I felt so heart broken. Areum left me because it was my fault , I made her leave. Why did I do that and already feeling the immense amount of guilt and embarrassment there and then came Ni-ki. I don't have anyone anyway. Areum is gone now , Sunoo and I aren't as close as we used to be and it's awkward talking to him. I feel helpless in front of my rival as he comforts me out of pure pity. Showing him how vulnerable I am makes me feel like I've lost a long battle with myself and him.

A huge wave of memories swept me into the blackhole of my dark past where I was constantly bullied from left to right and everytime I would end up being left alone to battle with my own sorrows. I tightly tugged the ends of Ni-ki's shirt as i sobbed even harder thinking about those traumatic situations I had to forcefully go through and accept "fate"

" Don't bother about her " Ni-ki whispered, " remember, I am still here beside you. Nobody can change that" Ni-ki then carried Byeol on his back all the way towards the girls' dorms before returning back to the company.
Back at the company where all the other trainees were. Jungwon called for Ni-ki worriedly, " Ni-ki !! Where were you ? What took you so long ? Did something really really bad happen ? " placing a hand over Jungwon's shoulder , shaking his head in dismay " Aish you have been hanging with Sunoo hyung way too much that you sound like a sunoo.
( sunoo ," AHH why is my ear so itchy ?" )
" Anyway, where's Byeol? " Jungwon questioned. " Home. "

Byeol's pov :
I stare at the plain blank ceiling with my red flushed face reminiscing the past events that happened. '. I definitely like him ' I thought " AHHHHHH ! " kicking violently against my bed. " Am I crazy ? AHHHHHHH !!! " I hid my face under the covers hoping I would fall asleep.

Results,
I failed to ha..

I couldn't stop thinking about what he said. " Does he like me or something? Oh my gaUfd." I squealed. Here and then I forced myself to go to sleep and stop fangirling over this.

Sitting at the ledge of the pool feeling the water as it flows eloquently through my fingers absorbing the utmost tranquility I was receiving before dipping myself into the pool for a swim. I swam and I swam as suddenly I was grabbed by the waist and held up. Turning in search of the owner. I exchanged glances at the stunning gentlemen Ni-ki. " My dear, why are you swimming here all alone? " " Is there a problem with me swimming here ? " tilting my head, smirking at him. " No darling, but you make me feel some type of way. " hooking his arms around my neck as our distance inched closer. Looking down at my lips, the two was about to pull in for a deep passionate kiss.
Hundreds of k-drama scenes flashed. A sudden sound made me wake up feeling even more overwhelmed as a picture of his face flashes in my mind. My heart started pounding so hard against my chest like a war drum and cold sweat broke out as I widened my eyes.