"AH!" I screamed as my alarm clock scared me.. Its a real struggle to wake up at 6AM.. "Why does school have to be so freaking early.." I sounded like a zombie when I said that- Before getting ready I made myself some toast "Just butter will do, I'm to tired to add anything else anyway.." Once I finished eating I went and brushed my teeth, I grabbed my uniform from the washing pile, Went back to my room, Got changed then made my lunch "Mph.. There is barely any food! I don't want to eat stale chips, Or cheese and crackers! . . . I'll just get some food from the cafeteria, Its so expensive though! Welp.. There goes my life savings I guess.."
I grabbed my mask and my bag, I hopped onto my bike and sped to school, I was so happy to be leaving home before my parents woke up for once! Once I got to school I grabbed my phone and messaged my best friend, Izreal!
"Hey, hurry up and get to school, I wanna see youu!" - Xaine
"Oh! Sorry I only just saw the time! I'll be there asap, Bye!! Cya soon" - Izreal
"That's ok, Cya!!<3" - Xaine
He never pays attention to time, Its fine, I'm just so excited to see him, I don't care if he's late! I'm going to give him the biggest hug!... Fuck... I haven't come out to Izreal yet, Just fucking great, I could lose my best friend right here on the spot, Well.. Lets fucking see...
"I'M HERE! Sorry I took so long!" I jumped as Izreal scared me, He ran up behind me, I didn't know he was there! "Its fine, But next time don't scare me!" I said that with a kind sort of anger- "Sorry! I didn't mean to-" All I wanted that moment was a hug, It's what I'd been needing, A hug from my friend, The boy that I loved... "Oh- Ok, If you wanted a hug you could have just said that!" I continued to hug him.. My eyes were closed and all I could see were images of the time my dad was yelling and hitting me.. I broke into tears.. "HEH? HEY! What's wrong? Why are you crying?" I was scared to tell him but I loved him so much that I just shouted it out all in one sentence "I came out as gay to my parents! It turns out they are homophobic so.. Well.. Yeah! And then my dad being the person he is with anger issues and shit started hitting me, His hits hurt more than any other time he's hit me and now I'm too scared to go home!" Izreal froze and started at me in anger, I thought to myself "I'm going to fucking kill myself if he doesn't support me either.." Turns out all he said was "YOUR DAD DID WHAT? I'm so sorry to hear that! I hope you're ok, And hey! Even if you are gay, I completely support you! There is nothing wrong with liking someone the same sex! I hope you find a way to get away from the abuse.. And if it makes you feel any better.. I'm.. Gay too..!" I froze and smiled, He smiled back at me, That made my day much brighter then it had ever been! Yesterday when my dad hit me.. My head went blank and everything went dark.. It was still dark the next day, I didn't feel as much hope and happiness as usual, Izreal supporting me made me super happy! As he said those words he starting to glow.. I could see it! He was a bright spark! He shone so bright it made me shine bright! I felt.. HAPPY!
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.+~Happiness within the Spark~+.
Lãng mạnA 15 year old boy, Xaine, finds himself in a lot of trouble when he comes out to his strongly homophobic parents, But he finds a spark that lifts him up and helps him when he's in the rough! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~...
