It's been 3 month since jake hook up with jay and his 3 friend sunghoon, sunoo and heeseung.
1 month ago he was a very shy and quite kid since he was new but now he became friends with jay and sunoo he's not shy anymore, he just get along with sunghoon and heeseung because they're sunoo and jay's friend too
" heeseung hyung!" jake wave at heeseung excitely while heeseung clear his throat and quitely sit beside him "you're here early" he smile at him "y-yeah"
{Jake and his friend decided to do physics assignment together and jake suggest them that he can help them since they're all suck at physics💃}
"do you want something to drink?" jake said still smiling at him, heeseung gulp and he suddenly get up "stop..." jake smile fade away and he's fill with confuseness "what do you mean?" "just..stop smiling at me everytime you talk to me its creepy"
"oh-- i'm sorry" his face quickly sadden but heeseung didn't notice since he's too nervous to look at him.
"it's not okay for my heart"
It's not that heeseung hate jake, he'd want to see jake smiling at him everyday and everytime, whenever he smile at him, he wishes thing that he would never dare to in real. He like everything about him, his smile his giggle, his cheerful behaviour, the way his smile can take away all of his sadness, how he always bring his mood up even though it's just 3 months since they know each other. He want jake to be his, all his. But in the end they are still nothing but a friend.
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Jake heard his door unlock and he immediately went to his front door "hey guys!" he greet sunoo and sunghoon as they quickly take off their shoes and jacket "hi jake hyung oh by the way jay said he couldn't come" sunoo said "i bet he's sleeping right now" jake said and they all laugh
Sunoo and sunghoon was shock a little bit when they saw heeseung already arrive "ohhh you're here early" sunoo tease knowing about the maybe liitle crush heeseung have on jake, but he immediately shut his mouth when he notice the tension between them and jake's chuckly uncomfortable while heeseung didn't say anything
"is heeseung hyung hate me that much?"
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The studying session went on without heeseung and jake didn't talk to each other, whenever heeseung try to talk to him he make excuse or kept explaining things to sunghoon or sunoo
"i'm exhausted" sunghoon sigh "right let's make something to eat. How about ramen?" jake exclaim "heeseung hyung is a pro when it comes to ramen right heeseung hyung" sunghoon said and drag him to the kitchen
As soon as they headed to the kitchen sunoo snuggle to jake's side "hey jake hyung is something happen between you and heeseung hyung?"
"i don't know sunoo, did he hate me? I think he did" he pout, sunoo smile to himself surely knowing that loverboy didn't hate him at all it's all the opposite "well what made you think that?" he said
"i.. I think he's not comfortable around me, maybe he didn't see me as a friend, he even said that my smile is creepy"
Sunoo just stare at him with a shock face mumbling "seriously?" as jake nod
Sunoo excuse himself to the kitchen after a minute and went to sunghoon and heeseung "lee heeseung are you dumb?" he said as he smack his head "ouch what's that for?" heeseung whine "how could you even said that to him he literally thought that you hate him"
Heeseung eyes widen "what do you mean.." his eyes went wider from shock as he realize "wait jake thought that i hate him??"
"how could he not think while you said that his smile is creepy" he said sound angrily "you really said that dude?" sunghoon said
"well i think you have a problem to solve just confess to him already" sunoo said as he take water out from the fridge
"but i don't even know if he like me or not, he probably saw me as just a friend"
"you--" sunoo was about to smack heeseung head again but interrupted by jake entering the kitchen
"what are you guys doing i thought you're going to make ramen" jake said confuse
"uhh well sunghoon hyung is feeling unwell we're just about to go home" sunoo said and sunghoon quickly look at him "i am??" sunghoon added and sunoo stomp him in his feet as he shot him a death glare "ah yes yes we'll go home now!" sunghoon said and head out annoyed "okay take care!" jake shout
Again the atmosphere was changed again, just the two of them.
"if you want to leave you can go as well" jake said and try to left the kitchen "no wait jake..i have something to tell you" heeseung said and grab his wrist while jake turn back confuse
"about what i told you today i don't mean it okay your smile are the prettiest"
at this point he didn't even know how he have the courage to tell him, meanwhile jake, who was too stun to speak stare at him with his shock face
Heeseung sigh, seeing jake's face. He just want to disappear or fade away at the moment "uh.."
"but why are you always act strange around me, why are always look uncomfortable around me, do you hate me, do you hate me because i'm be friend with your friends, do you hate me that much" jake said almost tearing but his sulking and mad face turn into a shock one when heeseung grab his waist and felt his hyung lip on his
Heeseung cup his cheek after breaking the kiss and stare into his eyes deeply as if he's gonna lose him at anytime but he felt that he's looking at the most precious thing at the same time
"you won't understand how much i like you, how much i wanted to see your face, your smile and you. You don't know how much i miss you whenever you bid goodbye to me and you just disappear. I wanted to see your smile everyday, you don't know how much it means to me. I wanted you to be all mine and you don't freaking know how much you means to me. I don't hate you at all, i just..love you so much"
He's beyond relieve that he could says all the thing on his mind that he didn't notice the tears brimming on jake's face
"jake hyung..i love you too"
The end :)
a/n :
Heyoo guys i'm finally back !! 😭 hope you like this one i put so much effort in this, also pls share your feedback that'd make my day :)
