Yes Or No

chapter(7)

"they're gone"
first I didn't get it ,I mean how would I? what did she mean "they're gone" ?
where they are gone without telling?
but by looking at the police everywhere and at my auntie's red eyes I start getting it slowly
my parents died.

02-03-2022 too many people attended the funeral.
mom and dad' friends , relatives, family members, neighbors, old teachers, steve the owner of the grocery store next to my house.
literally everyone  .

I spent the first month in auntie jullie house but now I want to leave

and no I don't want to go back to my old house

I want to move aboard

I cant stay here anymore
I cant even breath properly here

I need my own space
And a fresh start
.
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[ in auntie jullie bedroom ] ,10:00pm

- you can't leave alone here idyllic ,she said with tears in her eyes

-i have to ,I need à fresh start, it's been a year ,I want to wash the pain out of me or atleast try to , I know that my parents would be proud of me for taking this decision, dont stop me please.  I said looking at her straight up to her eyes

-where are you planning to go? and what are your plans after that? She asked while wiping her tears .

- new york , and I'm going to sell my dad's books in a local library, I've been reading all my dad's books for this whole year and I think I have enough knowledge to work at a library.
I might even think about publishing my own book I'm not sure of this one
but yeah that's basically my plan
I'll rent an apartment for now,I already checked and my eyes are on one of the ones I checked, it's vintage and safe I guess , I even talked with the owner she's an old British lady , she said she'll rent it for me for a raisonable price.

aunt jullie was listening carefully to each word I said, ofcourse she want to know if her brother's daughter is mature enough to live by herself in a strange city.

and guess what?
yes I am.