Te amo

Sorry

I got home pretty late after an extremely busy day,
I spent the entire day moving my stuff to the PSG stadium,
my office and work place was finally set and ready for tomorrow.

I took a shower a long relaxing shower, getting changed into something comfortable. I made myself a cup of tea and headed to my room.
I was about to close my curtain when I saw Neymar standing in his balcony, I opened my balcony door stepping outside, I gasped as the cold air his my skin, I was extremely cold tonight.

"What are you doing standing outside in the cold?"
I asked walking towards him.
I instantly realized he was not in a great mood by the look on his face.

"So your back with him?"
He asked looking at me coldly.

"You know what I don't understand about you Love?"
"You are a beautiful woman you have a great career,"
"I bet everything you have you earned it yourself without his help,"
"are you really going to stay in a relationship with someone that if you have a fight his dad wants to kill you?"
"A person who controls your life?"
"Do he even knows his dad is threatening you to stay with him?"
Neymar asked looking at me shaking his head in disappointment.

"no he doesn't know."
"I can't tell him, he will confront his dad and it may cause to him get hurt or worse."
"I do care for Isaac's safety."
I admit.

"you are weak Love."
Neymar said before walking away closing his door leaving me speechless,
I really didn't expect him to be so mad.
And to be honest I was taken back because this is the first time someone has ever spoken to me like that.
I decided to go to bed but I couldn't sleep all night,
I kept thinking about what he said to me.

                              Next Morning

Love POV

I got to to stadium I little late, I literally got an hour sleep last night, but thank goodness my workers has already started doing the measurements for the players,
my assistant Kyle was waiting with a coffee in hand for me. 
Kyle was indeed the best assistant/friend I got.

"morning boss, you are late had a rough night?"
he said handing me the coffee.

"Kyle please don't call me boss,"
"and yes I didn't sleep last night but I see everything is going perfectly well here thanks to you."

"Yes you will die without me"
he said smiling.
"well quick report everything is going well,
the players are coming in slowly one at a time when they are done with training."

"Your ass of a boyfriend Isaac insist that you meet all the players when they come in. So drink your coffee and put a smile on that beautiful face of yours."
Kyle said pinching my cheek.

I greeted all the players they were all very kind,
some of them flirted a bit.
I didn't see Neymar at all today and he wasn't on the field either, apparently he didn't show up to training today.
And I actually was a bit relieved he didn't show up because of the conversation we had last night,
he probably doesn't want to see me.
I was taken out of my thoughts by Kyle entering my office informing me that we are finished for today and he sent the workers home,
He took a seat looking at me weirdly,

"what's up with you today?"
"Every chance you got you were daydreaming out the window,"
"are you okay?"
"Is Isaac being an ass to you again?" Kyle asked.

"No Isaac is the last thing on my mind, I'm just tired that's all,"
i said assuring him.

I was sitting on the table looking at some documents with Kyle when the door knocked,
"I wonder who that could be?"
"Everyone has already left."
Kyle said walked over opening the door.

"oh hi your late everyone has left already"
"but its ok my boss can do your measurements  come in."
Kyle said moving aside for the person to enter.

I looked up seeing Neymar walking into my office.
his eyes instantly met mines,
we stared at each other for a few seconds when Kyle spoke breaking the silence.

"I'm going to get a measuring tape"
Kyle said looking very confused before leaving.

I hoped off the table getting a pen and paper from my desk walking back to Neymar keeping my eyes on the floor.
After a few seconds Kyle came back with the measuring tape handing it to me and left the room.
I slowly walked over to Neymar starting his measurements trying by best not to look at him in the face.
I can feel his eyes piercing at me.
He took a deep breath finally speaking.

"I'm sorry for what I said to you last night,"
"I just don't like that you're being taken advantage off that's all."
He said.

I took a beep breath looking up at him,
I could see the sadness in his face.

"it's ok Neymar,"
"you don't have to apologize for what you said,
it was the truth,"
"I am weak but I have a reason for being so."
"What I'm about to tell you no one know's not even Isaac."

"I have a daughter, she lives with my parents."
"And I'm scared that if Isaac's father finds out about her, he will use her against me."
"That's why I agreed to get back with Isaac,
his father will never give up until his son is happy."
"and what makes Isaac happy is being with me."
"If I retaliate his dad will look for other ways to scare me."
"I can't risk him digging into my past and finding out about my daughter."
"she will never be safe if they know about her."
I said looking at him.

"I'm so sorry for calling you weak Love,"
Neymar said looking at me.
"I promise I won't tell a soul about your daughter"your secret is safe with me."
"And if you need anyone to talk  I'm here,"
"I'm literally right next door"
He said laughing.

Neymar POV:

I couldn't sleep all night I felt bad for speaking to her the way I did, I woke up really late missing out on training today,
I got a text from Isaac reminding me that I have to go get my measurements done today,
I looked at the time it was already noon,
I got ready and drove off to the stadium.
I walked into the area where her workers would be but the door was locked.
I walked to her office nervously knocking on the door, a guy opened the door saying I was late,
he said his boss will do my measurements to come in.
That's when I saw her sitting on her desk reading, she looked so innocent,
then her eyes finally met mines,
she walked over to me not lifting her head,
I watched her every move.
She looked so tired like she did had much sleep,
my heart was racing feeling her hands on me.
She was making me nervous being so close.
I finally man up and apologized to her,
then she told me the truth about her daughter,
which made me feel more terrible for calling her weak.
I promise that I will never tell a soul about her daughter.

She was measuring my shoulder when her hair got in her eyes,
I gently took my fingers removing it away from her face placing it behind her ear,
she slowly looked up at me we were inches away from each other.

I traced my finger from the back of her ear down her neck.
Not breaking eye contact with her.
Suddenly were startled by the door knocking.
She shook her head snapping out of what had just happened walking over opening the door.
It was her assistant,
he barged in whispering Isaac is coming to her.

"I'm finished"
she said to him walking over to her desk bending over writing in her book.
I couldn't helped but stare.
she was indeed appealing to the eyes.
I snapped out of it looking away towards her assistant who was standing with his arms folded looking at me with a grin on his face.

"I don't blame you for looking brother"
he whispered.
Making me laugh at his comment,

"What's so funny?"
she asked looking at us.

The door knocked once more.
Her assistant opened the door revealing Isaac.

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