Panic attack

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Love POV

It was Neymar,
My heart literally felt like it wanted to jump out of my chest.
My breathing started to get irregular and he looked directly into my eyes.

"Love"
Dario said brining my attention back to him.

"Are you ok?"
He asked realizing my change of mode.

"I'm not feeling well,"
"I think I'm having a panic attack"
I said to him.

Dario got up walking to Isaac whispering in his ear.
I quickly looked at Neymar who had a worried look on his face.
Noticing something was off with me.

"Please excuse me for a minute"
Isaac said to everyone getting up,
putting his hand out for me.
I hesitated A bit but took his hand.
He led me out the room, down a very long hallway into a private lounge room.
My heart was pounding out of my chest,
thinking about what he is going to do to me for interrupting his dinner.

"Sit down"
he said pointing to the sofa.
I sat down nearly missing the entire sofa.
He walked to the corner of the room taking off his jacket.
My anxiety level was on high at this point as he walked back towards me.

"Here"
he said placing a glass of water in front my face.
I jumped thinking it was probably a gun or something.

"Calm down Love"
he said placing the glass to my mouth telling me to drink slowly.
I took a sip.
He then placed the glass on the table kneeling in front of me.

"Did the conversation we had in the car is the reason you are acting like this?"
Isaac asked looking at me.
I nodded my head saying yes.
I can't tell him I acted that way because I saw Neymar.
He let out a sigh.

"Love I said this many times and I'm saying it again,"
"you are going to have to get use to this life now."
"Like it or not we are meant for each other,
"you know my deepest secrets and I know yours,"
"Did you forget what I did for you a few years back?"
"If it wasn't for me covering for you,"
"You would be in jail right know for murder."
You think you're a good person but you're not Love,
You and I are the same."
Isaac said bringing back some dark memories.
Im doing this because I love you he said getting up putting his jacket back on.

"Take a few minutes to get yourself together,"
"I'll send Dario to get you in a while."
He said walking out the room.

I got up walking towards the window watching the night sky.
I wish I could stay here all night,
I really don't want to go back and play fake girlfriend to Isaac.
My thoughts got interrupted by someone opening the door.

"Dario can't you literally just give me a few minutes to myself."
I said turning around.

I gasped as my eyes came upon Neymar.
I literally froze not knowing what to do or say to him. The last time we saw each other I admitted using him to get to Isaac.
He closed the door locking it behind him,
as I stood there anticipating what he is about to say to me.
But instead he walked towards me wrapping his hands around my body embracing me with a hug.
I let out a sigh of relief hugging him back burying
my face into his chest,
I could feel the tears form in my eyes.

"I'm sorry"
I said pulling away looking at him.

"You don't need to apologize my love,"
"I know the truth,"
"I'm sorry for leaving you alone with Isaac that night."
"I should of known Rico was treating you to work for him."
Neymar said placing his hands on my face pulling me into a kiss.
A kiss that I have been craving for this past two weeks.

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