A Long Lost Girl

my life

Y life sucks thiz much?
I thought my frnds are my soul

But now i feel like noone cares
When they r angry
I should care
I should convince

But what happens if i angry
It's the opposite.
Does it mean nobody respect my feelings?

I am not a puppet
Whom they could play...

I really dont know y i forgive them so easily each and every time.
It really hurts
I cant pierce my own heart again and again

I am trying to be strong
I am trying to be bold
I am trying to gv my best
I don't wanna show them my weakness

Like seriously i wanna cry my heart outttttt....
But the tears really does not come outtt

I jst feel like screamingggg
Dont they feel guilty for hurting someone thiz badly
Or am i the one who think wrongly here!