Gym Class

Halloween

Halloween.
It's finally halloween day. My guardians have yet to answer me about going to Atlas's house. If they say yes, this will be the first time I'd ever be with him out of school and in private. I'm kind of scared.

We're in the car now, I guess this means yes? My grandma is bringing me to his house, I have a little bag packed and it's sitting on the floor of the passenger seat. I'm so nervous, I've never been to his house before.

When I arrived, I texted him and told him to come outside so that I don't have to knock, because that's one of my biggest fears. I get out of the car and walk towards him, he motions me inside.

When we get inside I do notice that it's a little messy, but I don't mind it. Nobody's here, we're in the living room, and we pass the kitchen. Nobody's here at all but me and Atlas.

We walk inside of his bedroom, it's so pretty, there are tapestries on the walls, and the ceiling. Drawings and writing on the walls, mirrors, and there is even a poster on the ceiling. I finally get comfortable enough to where I take off my shoes, and put my bag down.

Atlas is already asking to kiss me. I'm still nervous even though we're not in public. There's music playing on the speakers, he has similar music taste to me, I love that.

I'm sitting on his bed now, the LED lights are blue, and it's pretty dark. He won't let me be on my phone which is kind of messing with my head because I can't tell the time and the blue is making me kind of drift away from reality.

I'm drifting away from consciousness at this point, but I'm still continuously kissing Atlas, he keeps asking me for one more as I slowly pass out.

I just woke up. What time is it? Atlas is still awake, he's sitting next to me I think watching the t.v but I can't really tell. My vision is so blurry right now It's hard to really tell any of my surroundings.

I realized that Atlas had given me a few hickeys on my chest. They don't hurt as much as people say they do. I do remember hearing Atlas say that he wasn't ready to do anything further yet, but I don't think I am yet either to be honest.

I'm slowly drifting away again, I'm almost asleep.

I just woke up again, but this time Atlas is half asleep and his grandma is at the door.

"I didn't know you had company over, Atlas." She said, in a high tone.

She closed the door, and soon enough after that I was ready to get up.

I'm leaving sometime around 6pm today, we're in the kitchen now. I told him that I wanted something to eat for breakfast.

He got me cereal, but said he wasn't hungry.
I didn't believe him but it's not like I can really change his mind.

We walk back to his room, and I sit on his bed while I eat my breakfast. I set up my phone and started to watch a show, quickly finished my food and put it up.

The rest of the time we kind of just sat there and kissed from time to time, there was a lot of touching, and a lot of stuff like that. But nothing any further. He sprayed me in his cologne before I left, and we said our goodbyes.

He is my favorite person to hang out with now.