Building Trust

Chapter 1

*SHANITA IN THE MM*

"Virgin just turned 17 and finally got some hips

hustlers on the block go crazy when you lick your lips

But they just want relation they don't want relationship

(welcome to the real world) It ain't the same fella's old enough

to be yo daddy know ya name. Everybody's talking how much that girl done changed can't quiet put your finger on it but your feeling strange like it's fire

in you veins"

"Girl it's just your S.E.X mama's secret and daddy's gone go crazy when he find

out that his baby found her S.E.X take a deep breath and think before you let it go"

_ Lyfe Jennings

Chasity POV

"That was Lyfe Jennings S.E.X here on power 109.9 today's latest hip-hop and R&B" I slid up out of my whirl pool bath tub to turn the radio down with the remote and began to think about the song and it's lryics of the song "Think before you let it go" I wish I would've waited and get my innocence back I said to myself. My life has been so crazy and full of bullshit every since I decided to start all this life style with my sister when I was 16 years old. All I wanted to do was graduate and finish my nursing degree at Texas A&M university.

*Flashback*

"Chasity bring yo black ass down them stairs we gone be late its 12:02" my sister Shanita hollered up the steps. "I'm coming Nita damn" referring to my all white Michael Kors dress with my matching all white so kate Christian Louboutin's. I looked damn good. I said to myself getting up from my vanity. I had just finished applying my makeup and Shanita had straightened my hair out for me. Tonight i was gonna let my hair flow down my back to give me a sex appeal look and I think it was working. I walked down the stairs to be greeted by my sisters Ex boyfriend Shane, him and Shanita are always on and off and from my understanding Shane was a Kingpin

he ran Georgia, Florida and all the way down to Mississippi. "Tonight is the night girl and we look damn good" Shanita said to me blowing a kiss. I playfully caught it... Shanita was three years older than me I was17 and she was 20 Shanita became my legal gaurdian when our Mother was killed when I was 15 years old. The officers never figured out who killed my mama, I always wondered why mama was killed because she was always so loving and caring and wouldn't hurt a soul but things changed when me and NIta came home from the movies to find our mother laying in a pool of her own blood. She was the only "family" Me and Shanita had left our father left us when we I was 6 and Shanita was 9 and never returned. "Chasity Come On" Shanita said snapping me out of my daze.

"Remember what I told you" Shanita said... Yeah I remember "Smile and be Pretty".... I said getting into Shanita's Cream Colored Porsche.

"Nita why are we going again?" I said.... Nita rolled her eyes "Don't ask me any questions just know we're about to make some money from this nigga Killa"

With a name like that I wouldn't wanna bother with him.

We pulled up to Royals Kings the biggest night club in the state of Georgia... I got out my sisters porsche and straightened out my dress and said to my self "You got this Chas" Shanita pulled my arm "Come on girl its late and I'm ready to drink bitch"

I was only 17 going into this damn club with no damn ID. I don't know how she did it but we slipped pass security without being checked. We walked up to VIP only to be stopped by Shane "You got this Nita" I looked at her and she nodded her head and continued to walk up the steps to VIP. " What was all that about?" I said confused to Nita.

She just ignored me.

"I know this bitch heard me" - I mumbled loud enough for her to hear me.

I was a whole different area of the club. It was covered in all white everything. It was gorgeous. White couches, White Rugs, white ballons and everybody was dressed in all white. "Nita" Rell called out to Shanita.

Rell was Killa's right hand man.... "He's waiting on you girl where you been?" Tell him in here and I brought somebody with me... she said looking over at me... I just smiled at him... Who is this beautiful girl Rell said.

"Chasity" I said. "Chasity that's a beautiful name" This deep baratone voice said I turned around to see the most beautiful thing on earth. He had carmel skin with light brown eye's, with a freshly trimmed Goatee, This nigga looked damn good, I see why they call him "Killa" he just murdered my underwear because they just got soaked by just looking at him.

"Yall want a drink" he said snapping me out of my daze.

"No, I don't drink"

"Nita where the hell you been I've been looking for you all night" KIlla said...

"Waiting on my slow ass sister to get dressed"

"Well Y'all look good I just wanna let you know"

My phone vibrated It was a text from NIta.

Shane put a 2.5 mill hit on KIlla's head. -Nita

Wtf???? why???! -Chasity

Keep your mouth closed go along with the plan - NIta.

I looked up only to be greeted by Rell he had three bottles of Bel aire Rose.

"Want a drink?" rell asked me

No I'm okay I said.

He just shrugged his shoulders...

Don't I know you from somewhere? He said

"I'm not from here" I said with attitude, I was getting a little irritated with this nigga asking me 1,000,000 damn questions.

"Rell" Killa called out. Thank god I mumbled....

"Go downstairs and bring Jeremy back up here with the brocoli and the cheese"

he said speaking in code for Coke and Money.

"Chasity right?"

"Right"

How old are you Chasity.... his question caught me by suprise causing me to cough a little bit...

"It's okay,you ain't gotta lie"

I looked at Shanita for a little help... She just shook her head.

"So much for some fucking help" I mumbled. "What was that?" Killa asked

"Nothing,.... I'm 17" I said barely above a whisper. He looked at me and smirked and got up.

"What the fuck Shanita" I said to her she was now on the second bottle of Bel Aire.

"Bitch you should have said 22"

"But you aint say shi- I was cut off by some loud ass gun shots,

I dropped to the ground and covered my body. I looked up at Shanita and saw she was shaking and was beginning to cough up blood.

"SOMEBODY CALL A FUCKING AMBULANCE" I screamed.

"Chas" Shanita said barely above a whisper...

"Yes, nita please hang on the ambulance is coming everything is gonna be alright" I said with tears in my eyes.

"I-I'm s-orry I-I love Y-you"

"Nita PLEASE"

"See you l-later" and with that my Sister was gone.

The only "Family" I had left, the only true friend I had left, My everything, My big sister, My Father , My mother and My grandmother and now my sister. Everybody's gone. and Now I'm all alone.

I felt a pair of soft warm hands on my back and turned around to see Killa's once white Armani shirt now covered in Red blood.

"Chasity Come with me" Killa said.

"Where are we going" I said.

"Away from here come on."