Not so long ago from the viewpoint of a certain person with red wingsOk, so he hadn't meant to plan to go into your apartment. Especially two days in a row. BUT, hear him out. He had a good reason this time. After today's..., he coughed into his hand, little mishap. He couldn't help but worry about you. It broke his heart to see you in such a broken state. He loved and cared about you. He'd hate for something bad to be happening to you.
So here he was. On his way to your place to 'sneak' in Again. What happened today left a small tint of pink on his cheeks. He was in denial and couldn't believe what had happened. Being able to hold you in his arms warmed up his heart. It made him extremely happy and he wanted more.
His plan was simple in his mind. He would talk about the accident and ask if anything was wrong. Afterward, he would ask if you would give him the honor to let him be your caregiver. If you agreed and said yes, it would be a win-win for both of you. But if you said no, well... He didn't want to think about it. He had a plan to follow right now.
He knocked on your door... No response. He felt a bit concerned now. Maybe you had just fallen asleep or gone out. He knocked again, but this time he unlocked and opened the door.
He looked straight into your living room and there you were on your knees and sitting in front of the coffee table. Crayon in hand and the coloring book opened to a newly colored page. You were staring up at him as if you were a deer looking straight at headlights.
Your eye twitched, signaling that something in you snapped. Then the crying started. Oh, shoot. It startled Hawks a bit and threw him into a bit of a frenzy. He quietly closed the door in a hurry. You were upset, and it was his fault. He hadn't expected this to have happened, but oh well he had to tend to you now. Not that he minded really, he'd do anything for you.
Hawks walked over to you cautiously, he didn't want to startle you anymore. He kneeled in front of you and was now able to fully see you. You were trying to make yourself as invisible as you could. You had curled yourself up into your knees.
Your poor self had been even more startled than Keigo. You were scared. No, You were downright petrified. You couldn't look up at him, worried about the way he would be looking at you. You would lose your job, and even worse, Keigo would never want to hear from you again. "No no no," you mumbled while shaking your head.
The pacifier that was once in your mouth now laid on the floor. Which was soon replaced by your thumb. The germs on your hand could get you sick, and he didn't want to you get ill. No, we can't have that now, can we? He picked up the pacifier and cleaned it with a handkerchief he had.
He finished as fast as he could when he realized you had started to hyperventilate and shake. His heart sank at the sight of seeing you in such shaken state. He felt guilty for having caused such panic in you.
He put the pacifier up to your face. It took you a while to look up, but seeing as nothing bad was happening, you uncovered your face and saw the pacifier in front of you. You looked at him with caution, trying to figure out whether he was trustworthy or not. You were afraid of him using this as blackmail or as a way to mock you later. It wouldn't have been the first time someone had done that .
Hawks just smiled and put it closer to your mouth. "C'mon kid. I know you'd want the paci a lot more than your thumb, right?" You nodded at him in response and parted your lips. He plopped the pacifier right into your mouth. After doing so he added a little "boop," which made you giggle. He chuckled at your reaction. He was definitely grateful to see you cheering up.
The pacifier had forced you to breathe in through your nose and helped you regulate your breathing. "Is it ok for me to touch you?" Keigo looked at you with sympathy. He only wanted to help and would hate to make you feel worse. Once you have him a slight nod, he started to wipe away any stray tears you had. He even added some words of comfort and back rubs to help soothe you.
When he saw that you had stopped crying and only had small sniffles left, Keigo got up from his squatting position. He ruffled your hair. To his content, you loved it. You leaned towards his touch like a sunflower leans towards the sun. He gave you a few light scratches which earned happy leg bounces from you. Just when he thought you couldn't get any cuter.
He started to walk away but stopped because something clung at his leg. He looked down only to see you pouting. "Hey, It's okay. I''m just going to the kitchen to make you a snack." You just took out your pacifier and whined in response, "no." Hawks thought for a moment, "Since you don't want to stay here, you'll just have to come with. C'mon up you go." He ends his sentence as he picks you up from the ground.
You were startled by the fast motion, but you soon melted into hawk's warmth. Him carrying you just made you fall deeper into headspace. To be honest, in your mind you were so giddy, so happy. You couldn't believe Keigo was carrying you, not only that but he was accepting your age regression. You were just so happy you couldn't help but cry.
Oh poor you. You let the tears fall, as you start to cry again. That didn't matter to you though, all you cared about was that you were happy and felt safe.
For so long you had wanted this moment to occur. Nothing felt better than the moment you were having right now.Hawks quickly caught onto what was happening. (He isn't called the fastest hero for nothing.) He realized how overwhelming this all was for you. He started to rock you back and forth while rubbing your back. "Shh, Don't worry kiddo. It's all ok. I'll take care of you no matter what." You held him tighter into the embrace and so does Hawks. "I understand. I'm sorry. I never meant to surprise and overwhelm you like that." Keigo leans his head onto yours. This man was going to be the end of you.
Not long after that, your cries turned into soft sniffles. You mumbled into his shoulder, "'m hungry." He chuckled, "I thought you would be. You wanna eat some chicken nuggies with Mac n cheese, chickadee?" Your faced lighted up at that. "Ye, I'd luv to!!" you exclaimed as you nodded your head with vigor.
"But I'll have to set you down on the counter," Keigo says as he sets you on the counter. You frown and pout while making grabby hands at him while saying "kego." He walked towards you making you think you're going to get picked up again only for him to just put you pacifier back into your mouth and ruffle your hair. "Darling, you're cute but it's necessary that you're on here." Well you weren't too happy at that, but hey, it meant getting nuggies with Mac n' cheese!
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A/N
Omg the author posted after all these years
I feel like you guys want to hold me at gunpoint and make an apology video with tears for making so many false promises of posting :,))) I've just never been much of a writer plus I don't really regress anymore probably since I don't even have a caregiver and I started high school this school year. Life been hectic especially since I had a couple of problems with friends.
Anyways here's the chapter I hoped you enjoyed :,>
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His Baby Bird [Hawks x Reader Littlespace/Agere]
ФанфикYour childhood wasn't the best. Your parents were verbally abusive and you would get bullied at school. Thats one of the reasons you got into little space and wanted to relive your childhood and be happy. You decided you join the hero Hawk's agency...