Your Name |Taekook| Small Town Lovers

Eleven

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📖Time flies. I've read it somehwere, yet never had the very urgency to feel it. But guess what, Three years, Eleven months, twelve days, thirteen hours and twenty six minutes had passed away. And you never came.

Oh, You are probably still waiting for me hoping that, I would ever come to you, give you a reason to get back to me right Chiku?

I am dying. I don't want to leave you yet live too. It's just too much.

Living in a place where you don't belong is really what feels like a hell to me. Moreover when you are not around.

Chiku I saw you last night, I saw you giggling hard, holding my hand while jumping around near me. You were looking so damn happy. It really felt nice. I am glad you came to me. Oh and you were wearing the same sweater I bought for you with my first salary. And trust me pink sweets you more.

How I am desperate to feel the warmth of my own place. I miss everyone. I hope Appa is not aware of my current situation. Otherwise the core reason of his pride, would be shattered. Lol.

No one is here to help me out. The only best thing happened to me all these days, more like years that I got to keep my diary. I hope it would get to his owner which is you, even if I've to leave my life away. I just hope you read my words some day, when I will not be around you Chiku.

Taehyung chocked on his saliva completing the lines. He is having a very hard time breathing. His chest is rising up and down. Panick is what rising inside. He had been all these years spending his days only by cursing the person, who never desreved even.

"I never deserved you. I never did Hyu-ngie. Never. This is all because of me.. if I never insist you to leave our village then you and me would have live a different life now. But look, I messed up right? I've been always messing your life up Hyungie, I never gave you enough reason to Love me, yet you?"

Taehyung cried out loud slapping his own chest for throbbing too much. He wants to feel any physical pain at this moment, not the emotional one..

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📖I am so sorry!!! For not getting enough time to write you all these months Chiku. Anygay I've a great news for you.
I FUCKING GOT FIVE YEARS OF PENALTY REDUCED.
That's because of my well behaviour. They have asked me to bring a lawyer as soon as possible to have my real justice. Lol. All this years I've learnt only one thing Chiku, no one is there to help you out when you are at the bottom of your vulnerable situation. That is why I've decided.

I will defend and fight my own case. I will let Lili to meet her own karma by myself!!!
Till then, let's meet you for now. I am craving for you more then my own justice. Trust me. And guess what? I am coming to you Chiku and this time no More secrets. No more. Yyyesss here I come!!!

Reading the lines Taehyung knitted his brows.

Hyu-ngie came to me? Hyu-ngie came to me?

With shaky hand, he scroll open the next page, But what he read next crushed his entire existence down.

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"Eo-eomma?"

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📖So Italy Huh? Well can I be happier more? Nah I guess not. I am the happiest person on earth right now to know that, you are doing great in your life.