NEW SELF // Sukhoon

EPISODE 15

Jihoon pushed Hyunsuk's Wheelchairs . Non of them talking until they reached to hospital's park.

“Do you like it?”

Jihoon asked while Hyunsuk happily nodded his head. Jihoon nodded along.

“Ji....Do you like flowers?”

Hyunsuk already knew that "Flower" is one of Jihoon's favorite thing but He wants to test him.

“I do...”

“Why????”

Jihoon took a deep breath as He walked in front Hyunsuk before sit down in front of him.

“I like them because they're beautiful like someone that really meant alots to me”

Hyunsuk blinks his eyes.

“May I know who is that?”

Jihoon smiled again before He got up and look at the flowers.

“Hyunsuk hyung...My beloved person”

Hyunsuk feels his heart beating so fast as He heard his name began call by Jihoon. He can see the love and even his tears too.

“You wanna know about him?”

Hyunsuk didn't respond but He nodded his head instead.

“Hyunsuk was my boyfriend. He knew me too well. He remembers everything about me even just a small thing like my favorite food,drink etc. We had good times and good memories together. We spent most of our time just to skip class because We miss each others so much! Hyunsuk hyung is a cute little boy with his chubby pink cheeks that I really love him the most.We promise to be each other's side but suddenly time didn't want us to be with each other...”

Jihoon Paused as his tears rolling down but He wiped it off. He took a deep breath before look at the high sky. Hyunsuk almost can't control himself not to crying. His Jihoon really loves him so much and here He hates him for no reason.

“My dad is a psycho as you already knew. He warn me. He told me to break up with Hyunsuk hyung or He will do anything to break Hyunsuk hyung aways from me If I won't follow him. I can't see him getting hurt so,I paid the girl which is one of my classmates to pretend to be my girlfriend.It hurt to see him cried. I want to hold him,wiped his tears and comfort him but I can't”

Jihoon broke down and sit on the ground. Hyunsuk can't stand to see him this weak. He moved his wheelchair closer to Jihoon before put his head on his laps.

“Shhhh....It's Ok Jihoon. Hyunsuk will know about this”

He pats Jihoon's head. Jihoon looked at him while his eyes full of tears.

“I wanna apologize to him,I wanna say sorry to him and I hope He will forgive me about my stupid action....”

Hyunsuk smiled again.

“He is already forgave you,Ji”

Hearing this,Jihoon looked at Hyunsuk surprisedly as He stand up.

“H-How can you know?????”

Hyunsuk looked down on his laps. He feels nervous but He still manage to face Jihoon who seems so curious right now.

“Ji,listen to me....I'm....I'm.... Hyunsuk”

Jihoon couldn't stand still. He blinks his eyes multiple times. He distance himself aways from Hyunsuk.

“That....that can not be”

Jihoon shake his head as He hold his head, looking at Hyunsuk.

“Ji...I know it's hard for you but Can you please listen to me first???”

Jihoon keeps staring at Hyunsuk as his tears rolling down on his cheeks. Hyunsuk was about to come closer to Jihoon but Jihoon steps back from Hyunsuk.

“Do-Don't come near me”

After He said,Jihoon ran aways, leaving Hyunsuk begged him to come back to him. He tries to follow Jihoon that made him fall of the wheelchair.

“HYUNSUK HYUNG!!!!!!!”

Yoshi ran towards Hyunsuk as the older crying, sitting on the ground calling Jihoon's name non stop.

“Yo-Yoshi...He... He is gone...”

Hyunsuk's crying as Yoshi hugged him to comfort him.

“Shhh...It's ok hyung ...I'm sure Jihoon will be back...He just needs time to adjust it”

Yoshi continue to rubbed Hyunsuk's back just to calm the older down. Hyunsuk didn't respond Yoshi. He just hugged Yoshi's strong arm as He crying that make his whole body shaking in Yoshi embrace.

Meanwhile....

Jihoon stopped once He stand in front of the river. He couldn't believe what He just heard the the older's mouth.

«I'm....I'm....Hyunsuk»

“Ugh....Stop ringing inside my head!!!!”

Jihoon closed his ears as He shout.

“Why...Why did he do this to me?????I know he hate me so much but how can he do this to me? How can He hide his identity from me????He almost die because of my dad and I almost lost him again”

His tears dropped down as Jihoon cries harder and harder.

“Why don't you listen to what He wanna say?”

Jihoon wiped his tears as He heard a familiar voice from behind. It was Jaehyuk,hand in his pocket as He walked towards him.

“W-what???”

Jaehyuk sat next to Jihoon before He turn to the older.

“I mean Why don't you listen to what He wanna say?Jihoon hyung .... I know you can't take it at first but please remember that you once hurt him that he almost kill himself”

Jihoon didn't say anything but inside his chest is burning. He stay still and just listen to everything Jaehyuk said.

“He must have his reason too Jihoon hyung! I'm sure he knows everything but He keeps silent and watch your move”

“Did you mean that He come here and take the revenge because of what I did to him? Then I'm happy to let him do it to me”

Jaehyuk smiled as He shaked his head. He sigh and look at Jihoon.

“If he wanna do that,He will do it since the first!”

“What did you mean?”

“Ask yourself Jihoon hyung...You've been in relationships before so,I think you can think about it by yourself”

After He said Jaehyuk got up and looked at his phone.

“I have to go and take care of Asahi now”

“Wait...Asahi already awake?”

Jaehyuk nodded his head.

“Yeah...just one hour ago”

Before He leave,Jaehyuk turn to Jihoon again and pats his shoulder.

“I hope you understand my words. Go now and solved everything....the true will come out once you guys let it all by yourself”

Jaehyuk smiled and left, leaving Jihoon just look at his back with blank expression.

“Jaehyuk is right!!!I hurt him once and I can't hurt him twice”

Jihoon started to run back to hospital. He really need know the reason why Hyunsuk hide his identity and He also needs someone to stay with him. Jihoon can't control his tears. He lost his mom and now He can't lose Hyunsuk again. Hyunsuk is like the only hope in his life now.

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