After the note was discovered we decided to go to bed. But I guess I wasn't ready for sleep so walking back downstairs I wondered the house....Just thinking... Do you ever get that feeling of you stomach dropping when you have a feeling something bad is gonna happen? Or that everything you ever knew was a lie and you were misguided? Or that the love you have is not what you always wanted and there is something lying beneath all the words your other half said? Me? Well i have this feeling everyday.. Yes I love Justin with all my heart but..... Is he telling me the truth? When your young you have this certain description of love....The love you want would be extraordinary...The love that consumes you.. The love that you would die without..The love that you would do anything to have and keep it....Do me a Justin have that love? Does his love consume me like I want it to? Or am I just a puppet in his fantasy? Yes we have everything that I've always wanted.... The excitement of life or death....The feeling of I get when he calls me baby-girl......The wonderful-- Oops said to much already... Anyways I'm getting off track...I just feel like he is hiding something from me that could ruin us mentally and me physically.With that last thought I fell asleep on the kitchen floor with strawberries and whipped cream crowded around me.
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I awake with the yells and screams of children....Deciding it's the right time to take a peek and find out why I'm being sat on I see two kids that I've been cherishing for a while....
"Hey sweet cakes...Umm wanna tell me why your bottoms are on my stomach and legs and why is Justin recording it?"
"We wanted to sing you Happy Birthday Amanda!!!!" They scream and shout
I sit there shocked...Today's my birthday? Since when?
I hear laughter above me and scream in fright...Gotta stop getting lost in my thoughts...Looking above I see and amused boyfriend with an raised eyebrow. "You forgot your birthday didn't you babe " he says
Looking down shamefully I slowly nod my head to the obvious question...
"Well we have a lot planned for you date of birth so move it" he says as he pushes me out the kitchen door and towards our room.
Turning back to look at him I stare at him then slowly lean in for a kiss that shows him my appreciation...Before he can deepen the kiss I remove my lips for his and run up the stairs with him in tow trying to catch me
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Yes my birthday was fun and Justin was amazing as always...but I feel like something's gonna happen....At anytime...Ignoring the feeling I walk outside and see Justin.......With a girl in his lap.....kissing......Now this is the moment where I let out a big sob making both of them here pretty much announcing my arrival....Yea that's not happening....For some reason my body was stuck to the patio....I couldn't move and No tears would come out....I was frozen...that was until they broke apart and Justin looked in my direction...He gasped and pushed the tramp off his lap and came towards me slowly and cautiously as he should...Waking up from my state of shock I run fast and furiously.....I run in zig zag formation till I lose him...The tears finally come running down my face...Just as I'm about sit on the ground a black van comes screeching down the road and towards me...Two guys in white charge towards me...... One catches up to me reaching to pull out a rag....Learning for previous mistakes I bite his hand before running and being me and my horribly luck run into 3 other guys.One of them makes a move towards me trying to grab me before falling on the ground and holding his well you know.......The other two learn from his mistake and both jump at me at the same time on grabbing my legs as the other my arms, dragging me toward s the vehicle...I scream and kick calling each a dipshit and getting smacked in the head at least twice before getting thrown into the van...Before they close he door I yell " Your colors are backwards" successfully getting the door shut in my face...They get in the van before taking off their mask...I ask them " Who are you guys" They all look in my direction and say at the same time" We're One Direction" . They made it seem like I knew them...Looking confused the one with died blonde hair says" Best gang in England and Ireland"....Well shit another gang war......
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