Here I was sitting and watching people run a muck in the house getting ready for the battle to come. Many emotions ran past me as the hours ticked by. Sadness. Happiness. And most of all. Love. I would be devastated to her if anyone her dies. I started to love them as my own family. Family. I miss them so much, but i love Justin. And I will do anything to make sure we stay strong and win no matter what. I got off my spot and look to find Justin. No surprise he was with Mike counting and handing all the guns out to his fellow gang members. I waited in line wanting to get one as well. Right as he was about to hand me mine he stopped smelled the air and whispered "Roses". A little creeped out he can smell me he turned around and shook his head no.
" But why notttt" I whined towards him
"You are definitely not fighting.I c-can't lose you. I won't lose do you understand me. " he says a single tear falling from his eye as he grips my shoulders
" And I won't lose you babe. I am fighting. Side by side babe. Together forever . Do you understand me?" I say tears falling from my eyes as well.
He nods his head and brings me into a bone crushing hug. I pull out of the hug and lift his chin up to give him a long passionate kiss.
" I love you Justin"
" I love you Amanda"
Jaz and Jaxon come running towards me and hug my legs. I bend down and kiss both of their cheeks and hug the tightly. I pulls away and say" Guys no matter what I will always love you guys. I love you so much " they have tears running down there face And says " We love you too " I stand up and take Justin's hand knowing my gang is outside waiting for us. We walk towards the door and look back at the gang ready to give a speech.
" You guys are the best gang anyone could ask for. Fighting along each other is what it's all about guys. I love all of you as my own family. Remember this guys if anything happens today don't give up wen if you the last person standing fight to you pride. Let them now who we are and that we don't give up. Do guys understand?" Me and Justin say the last part together. We hear a mix of yeahs and yes. I look at justin one more time and mouth " I love you" tears well up in my eyes . He mouths the same back as he opens the door and we step out. Everything seems quiet till some yells out.
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