So Fucking Close

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I was just sitting here trying to remember the things that just happened. It was just wow. Me and justin just got home from the movie and dinner and to say he was pissed was a understatement. I just don't know why he took his anger out on me . It wasn't my fault. But here I am in pain crying because justin said and I quote " THIS IS YOUR FUCKING FAULT "
Now your probably wondering what is my fault? Why did I get punished? What the hell happened at dinner? We'll let me fill you in on what exactly happened..

*** flashback***

So right now we are watching the Lego Movie. As I'm looking around I see so many happy families with their childern laughing and crying a get sad parts. I really missed that. When my parents would take me and my siblings to watch movies and we would laugh and cry. I didn't realize I was crying till jazzy asked why I was.

" umm cause this movie is just so sad" I lied

She and her mother bought it but justin didn't And the next thing he said got me scared.

" umm guys we will be back she has to go to the bathroom and I want more popcorn." The liar said

" ok" they said in unison

I got up only to be grabbed tightly I may add by justin leading me out towards the bathroom.

" ow justin that hurts " I whimpered

He just ignored me and slammed the bathroom door open and threw me inside while making sure no one else was here. To make sure no one would interrupt us he locked to he door.

When he turned around I saw fury in his eyes.

" WHY THE HELL WHERE YOU CRYING?" He yelled making me flinch

" I sorry I didn't mean to "
I said quietly

" oh you will be sorry " he said as he began to take his belt off

" your getting a punishment"

" for what " i say shocked I mean all I did was cry

" for crying I know why too and you almost blew our cover " he said

Ok so I knew he was a physco but like u covered up my reasoning for crying like come on. This was just ridiculous .

" your getting 7 hits to the bum" he said

" ok " I submitted knowing there was know way I was getting away with this

****** after the spanking*****

After the spanking justin and I where on our way back to our seat when someone called my name .
Me being stupid turned around to be met with my family in tears.

" Amanda " my dad whispered

" dad " I said

" shit shit shit " justin cursed

Everything happened in slow motion .

Justin pulled out a gun and shot 5 bullets in the air and pointed it at my family.

" No Justin please don't please I will go with you just please put the gun down " I whispered in his ear

" tell that to your parents " he said

I sighed and turned to my family who look terrible .

" guys I have to go with him I'm sorry I love and I will see you again I promise just please leave us be " I said sadly

" NO WE JUST GOT YOU BACK" my dad said walking up to me

Justin shot my dad in his leg and looked at the rest at my family saying " anyone else"

My 7 year old brother was about to walk over to me when I said no.

" plwease come anwanda" he said in tears

" justin can I please go over there and say goodbye to them ." I asked hopefully

" yes but you have 2 minutes go" he said

I ran over to my mothers open arms and practically jumped on her.

" OMG my baby I kissed you so much I promise we will get you back I fucking promise" she said

" mom language " I scolded playfully as I wiped hers and my tears away

" awanda" my little brother asked while holding his hands out to me to pick him up

" hey booger why you crying" I said while bouncing him up a down on my hip."

" please don't leave me again " he said

" I promise you I will come back to you ok"

" pinky promise" he said

" pinky promise" I said

I walked over to my dad to give him the biggest hug I could muster
.

" I'm gonna miss you dad " I said

" we will get you back if it's the last thing we do" he said

Before I could say anything I was yanked up on my feet by my hair.

" Times up baby - girl" justin said as he took my arm and dragged me out the movie theater

" ok " I said

" justin what's going on here" Justin's mother voice rang though the room

Justin sighed heavily letting a tear slip out of his eye before turning around and and saying " I love you mom" before shooting her straight in the head.

I gasped as jazzy was crying and holding her dead mothers body.
Justin pushed me to grab jazzy.

" come here jazzy" I said softly

" ok " she said sniffling a bit

I picked her up and walked back to justin.

Before we left justin shot all the witnesses expect my family and left to our house but not before hearing police sirens.
When we got home justin told me to put jazzy to sleep and come see him cause I was in for a punishment .

********* flashback over********

So that's what basically happened.

Just came back in the room and said 5 words that had me crying.

" pack up were are leaving " he said

" are we taking jazzy " I asked

" yea we are in our way I have a little surprise for you" he said smirking then he got up to leave leaving my with my thoughts.

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