what i do for love a louis tomlinson fanfiction Book 1

chapter 13

Joleens POV 

Zayn was hurting me but after that voice he looked at the door to see parrie and she was pissed. "you were not hurting her were you"

"no no i wasnt trying to-"

"so you go and lie to me. you know what the wedding that you and i want. ya it not happening." she said throwing her ring on the ground. (i have no hate on parrie. its just a story) zayn had tears streaming. parrie leaves the room" it over between us"she said before closing the door. 

"zayn are yo-" zayn slaps me so hard. i held my cheek in pain and allan pulls me away from zayn.

"i would stay away from her if i were you, zayn." zayn came right at us and allan attacked him to the ground. "calm down" he said holding zayn aganst the ground. zayn broke right there. he was screaming and paul came in and lifted allan off of zayn and the other boys were telling him not to. once zayn was free he pushed me aganst the wall and yelled at me.

" YOU. YOU DID THIS TO ME. THINS IS ALL YOU FUCKING FAULT. HOW ABOUT YOU GO DIE IN A FUCKING HOLE, SO I DONT HAVE TO SEE YOU UGLY FUCKING FACE. I WANT TO FUCKING BEAT THE SHIT OUT YOU SO BAD BUT I COULD FUCKING KILL YOU, BECAUSE OF HOW FUCKING WEAK AND FUCKING STUPID YOU ARE. JUST STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME AND I PROMISE YOU THE NEXT TIME I SEE YOU. YOU WILL END UP IN THE FUCKING HOSPITAL" he yelled. he left the room and everyone was staring at me. i sank to the ground and hid my face in my arms. i was down right crying. allan sat beside and i got up and left the room after zayn. i dont care what he says to me. im going to fix this. 

"ZAYN. ZAYN GET BACK HERE. WE ARE NOT DONE TALKING."

"OH YES WE ARE"

"NO WE ARENT" I yelled ad walk into his dressing room. 

" welcome to next time i see you" he said and he was beating the shit out of me. i was screaming and noone was coming. zayn throw me on the glass table and it broke at the force. i hit my head off the metal bar. it had made a huge noise and we heard running footsteps. we look at at the door and saw allan and louis. zayn picked me up by my hair and pushed me aganst the wall. "so what do you got to say for yourself"

"allan please help me."

allan just stands their and louis trys to go help me but allan stopped him. " what are you doing she needs help" at that zayn punched me. i cried. why isnt he helping me. liam finally push passed louis and allan. liam pulls zayn off me but zayn still had my hair in his fist and zayn was taken to the ground so i want with him. 

"STOP" i yelled in pain. that when louis came towards me. he held me in his arms. i cried in to his chest. zayn had let go of my hair now screaming and crying. louis held me tight. why didnt allan help me. "allan why didnt you help me"

"i dont know" he came closer to me.

"no stay away from me............" i had to think on what to do. should i break up with him or not. i thought for a moment. i had made my decision. " it over between up" he started begging for it to continue.

"please please ill do anything."

"no im sorry but you just watching me get hurt by zayn. it hurt me. i dont even know what love is anymore." i said crying more. if that wa possible.

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hi so this is a forced chapter. i didnt want to write that. it was just to painful. any way hope you injoyed. byeeeeeeee