what i do for love a louis tomlinson fanfiction Book 1

chapter 18

well i finshed. not really finished one of my stories. its just that no one is reading it. so i ended it. and i was thinking on ending or deletes the rest of the stories and continue with this and one other story. also this chapter has muturity in it so you dont have to read it if you dont want to.

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Joleen POV

me and louis were laying on his bunk and louis was out. i could hear his tiny snores leave his mouth. everyone else was asleep, at least i think they are. i open the curtain a little and saw harry awake. "cant sleep" he asked. 

"yea" i said back and quitely and slowly moved out of bed. i walked over to the couch and sat next to harry. "everything is just so crazy in the past day or two. like parrie broke up with zayn, allan breaking up with me so i can be with louis, and trust me i like dating louis, zayn being at my throat and augueing with me. you and niall might be in love with each other."

"waoh im not in love with him. nor is he in love with me"

"i know that was just to make me smile." i said with a quite chuckle. 

"are you really that sad for zayn" he asked.

"yes and no. i feel sad because i broke him and parrie up. but im mad at him because he hurt me physical- wait do you have parries number."

"yes"

"could you give it to me" i asked. 

"why" he said.

"because i want to make things right." i said and he gave me his phone and called parrie. the bus has stopped like ten minutes ago. i walk outside when i hear parries voice on the other end.

"hi harry"

"oh it joleen."

"oh hi zayn didnt hurt you again did he"

"no not at all. im just calling to see that if it was possible that you could get back together with zayn" i asked hopfully.

"joleen i dont think i can. zayn has cheated on me ans he hurts you."

"he only hurts me because i broke you guys up." i said " i just want me and zayn to stop fighting"

"i will call him in the morning ok."

"no i want you to call him now. i cant sleep thinking that zayn going to cut my throat. i'm scared of him" i said on the verge of tears. 

"ok just give the phone to zayn ok" she said.

"ok" and i walk inside.

Zayn's POV

i was sleeping untill i was awoken but joleen. "the phones for you" i take it with force and answered.

"hello"

"what are you doing to the poor girl"

"parrie?"

"yes now answer."

"i dont know what your talking about."

"she scared that your going to kill her in her sleep."

"really. i didnt mean for that to happen."

"she called me saying that i shoud get back together with you."

"she said that"

"she want you and her to be friends."

"well that is kinda hard to do"