what i do for love a louis tomlinson fanfiction Book 1

chapter 17

so its been a while but i was still thinking on weather or not to just delete my other stories and continue with this one so it would help me decide if i should or not. comment below if you think if i should or not

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Louis' POV

me and Joleen are on the couch snuggling and niall walks in and stops. "awww shes so cute when she sleeps." i look down at her and she is indeed sleeping.

"didn't even know that she was asleep" i said quietly. there was no point considering harry came in with his phone and speaker with a song on which is 'clarity by zedd' "harry turn it off joleens sleeping." and harry was too late on turning off. joleen starts to wake up.

"thats a good song harry" she said and winced. why is she wincing.

"you ok" i asked with worry in my voice.

"what ya my throat just hurts." she said getting my cup of water that was on the coffee table.

"you do know thats my water right." i said taking my glass away from her. she pouts. god shes so cute. 

"but my throat hurts."

"i wonder why" niall said.

"DUDE NOT COOL" i shouted and joleen throws a pillow at him. where the hell did she get a pillow.

"it was on the couch loulou"

"did i say that out loud" i asked.

"yes you did" she said.

"i love you"I said. and i kiss her. she pulled back. "whats wrong"

"nothing i just want you water" she said reaching for my glass again.

"no dont touch my glass."

"no lou it should be touching your mhogh" harry covered nialls mouth.

"thanks hazza"

"no problem lou" harry said.

"niall, thats something that can wait" she said "or tonight" and i had to happen to be drinking my water so i did a spit tick all over joleen.

"ewwwwww you are so lucky that i love you" she said

" sorry but did you really just say that" i asked.

"yes" she said. I just look at her.

"are you willing is what im trying to say" i asked

" ummmm im still a bit nervious on the whole thing but ..."

"but are you willing" i said looking into her eyes.

"guys there are people in the room" harry said.

"awww harry's feeling lonely. ni why dont you give harry a blowjob since you were talking about it earlier." Joleen said.

"maybe later" he said and harry looked at niall with wide eyes.

"umm no thank you thats a girls job" and joleen had ideas running though her head i can see it. 

" what are you thinking joleen." i asked.

"nothing" she said "i got your glass" and i take it away from her, but it was empty.

"damn it Joleen now i got to go fill it up, and this time im bring you one"

"you go do that." she smiled. she knew i would get her one. i walk into the kitchen to see zayn smoke in hand ready to light. i walk back to joleen and told her and she was marching into the kitchen and grabbed the cigerette, which was lit.

Joleen's POV

Zayn really needs to stop. "where is the rest" i said holding my hand out. he put them in my hand. i walked over to the window and through them out. "not in this house. 

"what the hell" he yells.

"you need to stop"i yell back.

"no i dont"

"yes you do just think of all the fans and how there going to feel if you died of lung cancer. think if the boy, think of parrie. she would be so heart broken if you died just because of you cant stop smoking." i said with tears in my eyes. i walk away and sat on the couch and the room was just quite.

"smoking is my choice not yours. so stay away from me when i need a smoke or your going to deal with m-" i interuped him by slapping him.

"so your saying that you dont care about the fans, the boys, or even parrie, or even you god damn family. your a selfish bastard that gets whatever you want. well not this time buddy!!!!" i yelled at him and louis was trying to calm me. 

"shhh baby breath, it ok. he'll stop we'll make sure of it."

"your the one that told her that i had the cigerette in my hand. so it your fault that all this started" zayn yelled. 

"dont you dare bring louis into it."

"oh ya did you know that he smokes weed"

"ya there is a video on it, and i am still pissed about that by the way but you dont smoke that everyday"

"whatever" zayn said walking passed me pushing me down in the process. i got up and jumped on his back "what the hell get off me" he yelled turning in circles trying to get me off. louis ran over and tryed pulling me off. there was no use so harry tryed and he got me off. i just stood there like a ghost. 

"you want to push me again" i shouted and louis pulled me into his arms and i calm down in them. he walks me over to the couch and we sit down me on his lap. 

"you ok now." he asked. liam walked in to the room. and yells.

"who is yelling in here i was asleep."

"sorry li." i said. i looked i louis' eyes and i just melt in them.

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so i was planing on just rewriting the whole book at the end because i was rereading it and i doesnt make sence so ya thats what im going to do.