0X1=LOVESONG (I Know I Love You) -20

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"...I get more anxious with the thought that I base my whole mental health on him, such a fragile person who gives me the slightest bit of attention. And it worries me that he might snap too and let my whole world to collapse. I wish I didn't feel that bad.
I should've learn from my continuous mistakes and should lean on more solid things other than people. When you get attached you're in cloud nine but everything can be shuttered once they leave you.
But it won't get worse anyways... I'm just his friend right?..."

...

Facing the living room ceiling, Ni-ki wearily opened his eyes. His head was in a great pain, even the morning birds chirp sounded like a terrifyingly loud noise to him. "Damn." he whispered and placed one of his hands on his skull feeling an indescribable ache.

"Riki?" Jungwon's voice sounded from the kitchen. "Are you awake?"

"Yeah..." Ni-ki answered with the a shore throat, leaving his head to hit the hard mattress once again. During his favourite morning activity, gazing at the ceiling, a train of thoughts and schedules were running in his mind. Of course his brain reminded him the itchy idea of his first date with Heeseung.

"Won!" he managed to shout.

"What?"

"Bring me a painkiller asap!"

After some moments Jungwon arrived with a pill, a glass of water and a cup of coffee. Ni-ki was still laying down, musing on how he should act with the older. He sat on his butt once he heard the familiar steps and drank water after swallowed the pill that he was given. He glanced hesitantly on the older, not sure how to start. "Jungwon, I-"

"Riki boy, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable by sharing your life nor letting my anger to take over and spit bullshit. I know you won't forgive me but I won't hold it against you..." the other's feeling finally took shape in words.

"Won, I'm sorry too. I was acting really childish and mean, I'm sorry if I hurt you."

"I'll only forgive you if you give me Hee hyung's number..." Jungwon murmured with a smirk. He was the only one who hadn't exchanged phone numbers with Ni-ki's crush.

"Stop hitting on my man." the younger responded in a thick, demon voice.

"It's all fun and games until I call Jake hyung and then we'll both make fun of you Riki-san." the other responded in revenge. "But until then, let's pick a fit for your sexy boy, Heeseung hyung's gotta see what you've got." he said the last word with a pat on Ni-ki's butt.

"Heeseungie doesn't care about these stuff." the latter answered flushed by Jungwon's comments.

...

Ni-ki fixed the collar of his shirt and ran his fingers in his hair nervously. A first date was indeed hard especially if you've never made a move to a crush. His trembling finger pushed the door bell and after some moments the door opened revealing Heeseung, as handsome as ever, wearing once again the fake lip piercing that made Ni-ki go crazy.

"Hello Niki-san." the older greeted with a sparkle of excitement.

"Hi..." the boy responded, immediately all of his worries faded away as he travelled his eyes on the figure in front of him, biting his lips to prevent a smirk.

"Are you gonna drive?"

"Obviously Heeseungie." he responded and both of them headed to the car. Once Ni-ki opened the door, the engine was on, both of them glanced at each other, before the younger glued his eyes back on the street.

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