my lovely heart

runaway child

Kira pov
I walk in the school and see everyone in the pack by Scott's locker but I just walk right pass them to my locker "hey kira" i jumped at the sound to Scott's voice "oh hey scott" i said softly "sorry I didn't mean to scare you" "you didn't" "then why I'd your heart beating fast are you nervous or something" "no scott " i said  "you know you can tell me anything right  " i got to go scott" "wait kira the pack and i was talking and we think you should join the pack "I'll think about it...umm scott i really got to go" i say softly "ok but if you make up your mind and you wanna join the pack call me tonight we're gonna go save lydia" "where's lydia" "stiles took her" "why would he take her" "you really haven't noticed" "notice what" "A dark kitsune took over his body and he's not him self right know he for some reason we don't know why he must want something from"
"I'm about that I really am but I'm not fit to be going after bad guys and trying to be a hero scott I'm not like you and your friends I'm just a girl who's afraid of her own shadow I'm sorry scott" i turn around and walk away but scott grabs my hand and i turn around to look at him "your a kitsune that's who you are i look inside and i see so much more the a scared little girl I see you the beautiful and bad ass girl who's just dying to come out show me her show me that girl" i pull away from his grip and i walk away he's wrong thing I'm  not a bad ass I'm just me i need to get out of here i can't do it i can't survive a whole day here I got to go.
20 minutes later
I'm sitting on this bus with this no plan no where to go but I don't care I m just gonna let the bus take me wherever it goes as long as it far away from beacon hills "what are you doing kira" i look up to the sound of Scott's voice "  "did you fallow me ?" I said kind of loud  "I'm worried about you" "you don't have to be I'm fine scott  you can leave " "well the bus is already moving and the next stop is two hours away so I guess I am stuck on this bus with you for now" " great" i said sarcastically and then turn my head towards the window
10 minutes later of dead silence
"Where were you going kira?" " Any where just as long as I was far away from this place you know I always wanted to go to Paris " " well let's go"  "what?"  "Let's go to paris"