my lovely heart

kitsune

"Look i don't need another boyfriend right know I just need a friend ok" "ok" "what are you kira" "honestly I don't know" "how long have you've known you were something " "about 3 months now" "and you haven't even tryed to find out what you are " "nope" "why not" "I'm scared it's like once I find out what I am thats it I'm gone the real me is gone " "you have to find out sooner or later" "i know I got to go jackson but you should talk to lydia today" "you should talk to scott " "i will" "me to" he says

Scott's house
I reach the front of Scott's house and I knock scott opens the Door " kira your ok" he says and he hugs me "I'm sorry " "for what " he asks "for every thing " "u out wanna come in " "i can't i gotta be some where " "let me guess with Jackson" " no to Isaacs " "oh actually isaac lives here " "oh he does" "come on " be takes me to isaac. Room i knock on the door and he says "come in" i open the door and he is laying on his bed looking at the ceiling "hey" he turns and sees it was me "what are you doing here??" "I'm here to apologize if I was leading you on I'm sorry" "you didn't" "me and alison are broken " "because of me" "became cause of me" he says "I'm sorry" "I'm not " "are you and scott like brothers?" "No" "why do you live with him" "i have no family" i grab his hand and day "it seems to me that this pack is your family" he looks up to me and smile "yeah I guess so why aren't you apart of the pack " "i dont even know what I am" "your a kitsune " "a what"
"A kitsune is the Japanese word for fox. Foxes are a common subject of Japanese folklore; in English, kitsune refers to them in this context. Stories depict them as intelligent beings and as possessing magical abilities that increase with their age and wisdom" "so I'm a fox" "basically"
"You know I'm pretty good at at sword" "you are" " yeah" my mom was a Marshall art master she taught me every i know" "that's cool " "yeah it is i have to tell her "
"Tell who what" "tell my mom I'm not human anymore are maybe I never was" i said "i got to go" "ok" i get up and walk out of his room and downstairs and i see stiles and scott on the couch "hey kira" says stiles "hey" "thanks" "for what" "for telling malia something I didn't have the guts to " i walk out of Scott's house and go home i walk up stairs and in my room is alison sitting on my bed "hey alison what are you doing here" "did you kiss him" " we were just talking and something just took over me i didnt mea.." she cuts me off and says " I can't believe you kissed jackson" " what I didn't kiss jackson" "then who did you think I was talking about " "umm ahhh scott" "oh everyone already knows that you kissed scott and then you two broke up because he got jealous because you were dancing jackson all sexy" "i my gosh that's why he broke up with me" yeah" "i was just letting lose like you guys said" "kira are you in love with him " "no"
"Yes you are" "please i don't do love it's to complicated" "you can't hope who you fall in love with" was she right was i in love with scott no i would know if I was in love "anyway how are you i heard about you and Isaac" her smile go to a frown " i wish I could just know why he broke up with me maybe then I'll be ok or maybe I won't" man if I could take back that kiss i would "you know kira I like you i think this is a perfect start to a beautiful friendship" and i smiled at her i need to tell her the truth about me and Isaac but how .