The Unexpected Love💓

chapter 17♡

I need you

Losels  pov

I just can't belive the words coming out from aunts mouth.
"Please tell me from beginning.." I begged
She sit beside me and started.

"After taking hours she finally came out of her room wearing her favourite black dress  with the set of butterflies  jewellery you gift her in her birthday. She was ready to go but..."
"Please aunty don't make me nervous." She nodded and begain.
"Before she could step outside her father faint. We took him to the hospital and the doctors said that her father got heart attack. He was hospitalised for few weeks and as you know he's only the one who earn to run the house. We finish our saving paying the hospital bills and house expanses and for that reason Sherya was doing part time job in restaurants and bars. When you were behind the bar she could not come to met you not because she don't want to see you it was because she was working to and was busy.

Day pass and soon become week, week past and become month. After a month his father was finally in good shape and I thought everything will finally turn to normal but that was my biggest mistake." She paused and wipe her tears.
"She lost her memory..."

"Reason?" I asked and the thing she said next make my stomach drop.

"You.." she paused she inhale a shaky oxygen and continue " When everything was going back to normal all of sudden the rumors came that...y..ou with..sonam"

"I rape sonam?" And she nodded.
"No...this can't be true I can't be the reason... she don't even love me how will that rumer effect her??" I run my fingers through my hair.
"I know it's shocking... I found her faint on her table, that time she was holding a pen and this book was left open."
"How am I included here?" I split angrily as the things saying I'm the reason for the condition was killing me from inside.
"This whole diary was about you... the book start and ends with your name... she was damn in love with you."

She was in love with me? Do I really deserve this? She's like a fallen angle to me...

"I need to remi-"
"You can't... she recognise me and jigme after seeing our picture together. She don't have any memory share with you nor she remember her love towards you. Her behaviour completely change after she woke up from at the hospital. She become very  tough and was no longer scars of bullies. It's true that she don't remember anything but she once said that she feel as if someone betray here. It seems like deep inside her heart your memories are there..."

I closed my eye and feel a warm tears falling from my eye.

Fuck! Why don't I just die? I wasn't there when Sherya needed me the most... I should have died due to over dose that night at least I won't suffer like how I'm. I push her in this pit... she don't deserve this things at all its all due to me... I know I  should be punish but not in this way... I can't digest the thing that I'm the reason behind her condition...

Yoesels Pov

I walk out of the house. I don't know where I will go I just know that I want to go away form her just now but why do I feel like  she need me right now? Because from the thing I heard I know her need are being full filled by Khenrab.

Ahh my mind was saying I should go away but my heart completely disagree with this. Damn why don't a car just hit me.

Before stepping any further I decide to have my last glance to the house which actually  should be our home.
Her room window caught my eye...the light on her window was on and from what I know she really hate people wasting energy.  The light in her room was giving hope that the voice I heard earlier wasn't her.