The Unexpected Love💓

chapter 18♡

Unseen letters

Radas pov

I open my eye and saw myself in between  a muscular arms belonging to a handsome man. I smile remembering last night incident. I just thought and it escape my mouth... damn you don't know how he made my heart beat fast. His words were heart fluttering expect for that  on word "Use." Am I really using him to forget Khenrab?

I went down after doing my morning routine. When I reach down I saw Khenrab there standing in the kitchen. "What are you doing? I thought you went home after....hmm after hehh" I tired to talk normal but I land our laughing.

"You were whole night here?" He asked shocking.
"Sorry its my house.." I gave him some attitude....YO!
"But you said you won't be coming?"
"My wish"
"So you... yesterday I mean noise"
"Of course I used my earphones but you two seems very energetic last night...when compared you two were louder than my music huh. I have to keep my volumn full to avoid your loving making sound...ahh I pity my ear."
He laugh and was blushing at the same time.
"As much as I know you, you don't know how to cook then how come you're in the kitchen today? Huh"
"It's her first time and she seems tired so..."
"Ahh leave it to me I will cook something okay?" His eye went wide
"Really?" He asked. Was this unexpected?
"Of course... she's my best friend too but why are you acting so surprised?"
"Nothing" he said but he forget that I'm his best friend and I know him more that anyone.
"Don't ack silly"
"Really it ls nothing" he said throwing his hand on the air.
"So your not going to tell me...okay." I said and was about to leave kitchen but I was stopped by Khensays voice.
"Because you love him!" I turn towards her. She was having difficulties in walking but Somehow managed and make her way towards Khenrab. I was surprised like I thought no one know that  I like him...was I that obvious?
"Who ..tol..d yo..u?" I was stuttering.
"It's obvious Rada. In this world only you think no one knows but all does. You may not have told anyone but we also have brain we can make it out by looking at your act..." she said stareing into my eye.
For once I was unable to talk. But I manged.
"I'm sorry but your right I used to-"
"There's nothing like unloved...once you love someone you can't unloved them rada, don't lie you cant runway"
"You are righ-" she once again cut me
"I'm  always right Rada... the on who's wrong is you, you thought marrying him will make him love you huh? How could you be so mean? You didn't care how he felt about you? How can you call yourself his best friend when you don't know how he feels? Your such a selfish person you know...SELFISH!"
Her words were like a knife and it was stabing me direct on my chest. I'm I such a bad friend? I tried my best not to cry but I failed.

"You think I'm a selfish person?" I asked wiping my tears.
"I don't have to think as that's the fact!" She scream on her lungs.
I fall on my knees, I  closed my eye and a warm tear left my eye.
No rada you can't fall weak due to her words which is all lie... I used my strength and stand up to reply her but my vision gets blur and went BLANK-

The last word I have heard was "Kuku!"

Losel pov

After aunty left I closed the door and started to read her diary.

1 page
I know it's bit embarrassing but this book will be only about me and Losel.
Losel? Yes the first man who Ahh so embarrassing okay the first man who I want to say mine♡

Tears were forming in my eyes and I was trying my best not to but... I don't want to keep it either.
I decided not to control neither wipe it, instead I let it flow.