I need help...
I was sitting, on the bathroom floor, holding the blade... Tubbo's halloween stream, was about to start, any minutes... I can't... I couldn't... even if I wanted to... I was glued, to the floor... I need help... I need help... I need help!... But, no one is able... Not even Tommy... Tubbo... Or... Ranboo...
Suddenly, I heard a knock at the door...
"Y/n, are you ok?" I heard a sweet and high pitched voice, say. "Oh, yeah," I said, whipping my tears, "Yeah- I'm fine Aimee," I opened the door and saw, a slightly, smaller figure. "Are you sure? I thought, I heard you crying. Do you want a hug?" they said handing, their arms out. "Yeah..."
As I was hugging Aimsey, they were rubbing my back. When we pulled away, they shot me a smile and headed, to where, we were recording.
"N/n's here!" they said. "Hi..." I said, just above whisper. I walked to the seat, beside Ranboo and sat down. "Hey, bubsy? Are you ok?" he asked, grabbing my hand. "Yeah..." I lied. "Y/n. I know, your lying. Please, don't tell me you were doing, what I think, you were?" "Please. Just- let it go..." I said, turning from him and looking, at the camera, as he rubbed circles, on my hand.
"Hello, Chat!" Tubbo said, "Today, we have an awesome stream! Yes. Chat. It is the halloween stream!" he explained, what we were going to do and I cheered up. I was happy...
We started, with apple bobbing, because it was getting cold. Aimsey and Ranboo, pulled away, because, well- Aimee has braices and Ranboo, he kinda, has a mask, covering his face. Tommy went first... Bad idea... He was horrible... Classic TommyInnit... Then, Tubbo did it. He got 2 apples (?) (guys i dont remember how much apples did tubbo get?) After Tubbo's turn, it was Freddie. He did pretty well! He got about 3-4 apples! Then, Billzo... He got a lot of apples... but he cheated... He didn't even use his mouth! And he pratically, threw them, all out, with his head. Like- damn... I wanna play the fucking game too... He did fall, at the beginning. It was finally, my turn and the camera, was all on me. My anxiety rised. I've never liked, being, in the spot light.
"Uhm- Ranboo, can you come?" I asked, as he walked, towards me, ''Yeah- sure!'' he stood behind me, as I played the game.
I felt, like- I wasn't the only one, so, I felt, way better. I ended up, getting way more apples than I thought, I would. I got more than, Badlinu, but less than Bill, but he cheated, so, it doesn't count. I won!
"I WON!!!! BITCH!!!! NOW, TOMMY!!!! YOU GET HOSED!!!!" I said, as Ranboo grabbed the hose and aimed it, at him. He started running and the hose, was limited length. "Hey- you bitch! Come over here!" I said, dragging my brother, towards the hose. "Hey, hey, hey- Nonono- ARGHHH!!!!" "That's what you get for throwing (i forgot the word 'throw' for a second...) me in the pool!" I said, well- screamed. "It's been literally, months!" he screamed, back. "You still never apologized," I started, "You owe me an apologie," "Fine, I'm sOrRy," he said, as we all laughed. "Thank you. I exept, your apologie," I said, as he grunted and we all headed, inside.
"So, now... DONUTS!!!!" I said, helping Tubbo and Aimsey hanging the strings. "Why are the shortests (help idk how to write...) doing this? They're literally, standing up, on the whole couch," Ranboo said, as we all looked awfended. (help...) "Excuse me! Tall ass giant! Instead of judging how small we are, come help. We are struggling!" I said, as he giggled. "Love you, too" "Well- I don't" I said. "Excuse me, now!?" we all laughed.
What a strange way, of telling chat, we're dating...
When we were done, we were all ready, but Ranboo, 'cause- mAsK. We were all doing great, until I saw Bill, cheat. That sneaky little bitch! But lucky, me and Freddie finished before him, at the same time. I told Freddie, I saw Bill, cheat. And then, I told everyone. "Ahem... Bill cheated! Roll back the VOD if you don't believe me!" I said, putting my hands in defeat.
Once everyone finished, we rolled back the VOD and saw, indeed, Billzo cheating. "You motherfucker!" Aimee said. They slapped Bill, in the face. Then, Fred and then mE. "I agree." I said, as Bill looked, unempressed.
We continued and it was pumpkin time! I love carving pumpkins! Ranboo and Billzo, were a team. Tommy and Tubbo was. And Badlinu and Aimsey. I was alone, because, I'm an artist and it would've been unfair. Anyways- I finished first!
Once everyone finished, we asked chat which one looked better. Ranboo and Billzo's dick pumpkin. Tubbo's (i forgot what tubbo did) very cute pumpkin. Freddie and Aimsey's cat pumpkin. Or- my (whatever you want) pumpkin. Surprise. Surprise. Chat, chose me. Grateful, I'm an artist.
"No fair!" Tommy whined, "She's an artist!" "Tom. You didn't even help Tubbo" I said. "Yeah- so, now, shut the fuck up!" Aimee said, as I high-fived them. "Yeah- go king!"
After a few, of chatting, with chat and the subject of "do you want a cricket up your ass," we ended stream. Me, Aimee and Serena, watched a movie, with Tubbo, while the others, just- did whatever. Aimee was crying, Serena, laughing and I was rage screaming, while Toby just- looked back at us.
"Jesus. Calm down. It's just a movie!" he said, as I looked back, at him, "Sorry. We all have mood swings. Time of the month, ya know?" I said, calming down, just- a bit. Soon, enough, everyone else joined and watched the movie, with us. I had the urge to "you know what," so, I excused myself to the bathroom.
I grabbed the blade and did, only 2. I, immedietaly, put the blade, away. I walk out of the guest bathroom and into the room. I see the bracelet, Teddy always, wore. And they hate jewlery. (help... idk how to write and i do hate jewlery) I gave, it to them... I grabbed it and put it on, heading to the living room. Ranboo, saw that, I was wearing their bracelet. But he didn't dare to talk, only pulled me, closer, to him. "I love you, you know that?" he said, as I nodded. "Yeah- I love you, too," I said, turning around and flashing him a smile, before he gave me, a short peck, on the lips. "Go make out somewhere else!" Tommy said. "AYO!?!?" was all I said, while Ranboo blushed. "Leave the poor things, alone," Serena said. "Thank you," I mouthed to her, as she nodded. "You only say that, because, you and Aimee, are also, a couple," Tommy said. We just huffed and left. "Fuck you single bitches!" we all said, in unison, as we left, for the guest room.
"RANBOO SWORE!!!!" we all said, but Ranboo. "Yeah- and?..." he said, as our mouth dropped. "And!?" I started, "What the fuck, do you mean!?" "Look. You're swearing," "But, it's normal, for me. I do it everyday!" I said, as we all sat down, on Ranboo's bed. We continued arguing, of how it's weird of hearing Ranboo cuss.
"I really like, your bracelet," Aimee said. "Oh- thank you... it was Teddy's..." "I'm so, so, so sorry..." they said, as I whipped my tears. "It's ok. They were a great person. They were struggling and didn't deserve, what they were living through. I'm sure they're happy, now," I gave them, a reassuring smile, showing them, I wasn't mad. They smiled back and we all group hugged.
After a while, we were all changed into our pyjamas, but Tommy. He was changing. So, we took his stuff and hid it. He came back and we told him; we hid it in the backyard. He went outside and we looked him, out. We are so mean to him. We, eventually, let him, in, because, he wouldn't stop screaming, telling us; to let him, in. And we did. Biggest mistake.
After a while, he calmed down and we continued watching the movie. Me, Ranboo, Aimee and Serena, were all on the couch, while the others were on the floor. Me and Ranboo, were cuddled up and so, was Aims and Serns.
We, eventually fell asleep and I went to the land of dreams... Nightmares... to be honest...
(yay 1st chapter of 2nd book woo)
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