(listen to sweater weather rn 😩 and before that- loverman was playing 😩 😩 yoo 😩 😩 😩 (author few hours later: im listening to something.... thats for sure.... i have no idea where i am in the music area at this point.... (author literally- a second later: LET US ADORE YOU STARTED PLAYING YOOOOOO 😩 😩 😩 😩 😩 😩 I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH)
YELLOW, ME FROM THE FUTURE, JUST REALIZED THERE WAS VV STRONG AND SENSITIVE TOPICS FOLLOWING AHEAD; MENTIONS OF ABUSE-ISH AND HITTING, PROCIDE WITH CAUTION
I opened my eyes and saw Teddy standing, right infront of me. "Te-Teddy...?" I said, rubbing my eyes and sitting up. "H-how do you know me?" she asked. "Teddy. I'm your best friend, Y/n. Remember?" "Heh? What? I don't have friends. I don't even, know, how you know, my name. Y/n? Was it?" she said, questionally. I nodded my hand, as she reached in her pocket and grabbed something. "Nice, to meet you. But- I don't think you'll last, for long," She had a knife, in her hand. She was pointing it, at my head. She was trying to kill me. "Teddy! How can you do this!? You are, literally- dead!" "Only in your head," The next thing, I knew, Teddy stabbed me, to death, it almost- seemed.
I woke up, sweating and hyperventalating. I looked to my left and saw Ranboo shocking, on his tears and gripping his pillow. I turned to him and rubbed my hand on his arm. He was, still- sleeping. I think, he was having a nightmare, because- he was repeating words. Then- he said, something, that brought me, into tears. "Wait-... Y/n... No... I love you..." he was crying, in his sleep. He gripped, tightly- on the pillow, kissing it multiple times. I removed the pillow, from his arms and crawled, in them. He wrapped his arms, tightly- around- me. He opened his eyes and saw me. He was confused, until- he realised. "Erm- So-sorry," he backed up and balled up, hugging his knees.
"I'm sorry..." I said. "W-why?" "I-... I don't know... I just-... feel bad... You know... For what I did..." "What did you do?" he asked, approaching me. "I just-... feel bad... I kinda cheated on you..." I started crying, a bit. He pulled me, closer to him, hugging me. "Shhh- it's ok. It's alright. I forgive you. I'll always will, no matter what," he cupped my face, making me look at him. He rubbed my cheek, with his thumb, giving me a small smile, as he reassured me. I smiled back, squinting my eyes, a bit. "God... I love her..." he whispered, very lowly, that- I barely, heard it. "I... love you... to..." He looked at me, surprised- like- I wasn't supposed, to hear. "Do you... Do you really mean it...?" "Yes... It might not, seem, like- it... but- I do... very much..." "Then- can I-..."
He cupped my face, with both- his hands and leaned down. He stopped, looking in my eyes, looking if I was uncomfortable, or- not. He saw, that I wasn't and continued. I wasn't uncomfortable, but- I was nervous. I don't why. It's not, like- it's our first time. I felt his breath, on my lips. He stopped, again. "Are you sure?" he asked, as I nodded. He, finally- kissed me. I wrapped my arms, around- his neck, as he smiled. When we pulled away- he looked in my eyes. "God... I love you..." he said, kissing me, again. This one, lastest a bit, longer then the first.
"I'm tired," he said, rubbing his eyes. "Me too," I layed, back, down and felt arms, wrap around- my waist. I smiled, knowing our relationship fixed itself. We cuddled, until we fell asleep.
----Time Skip----
I woke up, to my alarm ringing. I sat up and rubbed my eyes, turning my alarm off. I saw Ranboo sleeping, the furthest away, from me. Confused, I pulled him closer, setting his head, on my laps. I started playing, with his hair, as he slowly opened his eyes. (its the seconth time i almost- write arm instead of eyes 😩 pls help) He looked at me and sat up. "Sorry! I'm so sorry!" he said. "What do you mean?" "What do YOU mean!? You told me to take a break!" he said, standing up, "And then- next morning, I wake up and you're holding me! What the fuck are you doing to me!? Just- stop! It hurts, so bad! I love you so fucking much! And then- you don't! But- you still- hug and kiss me, like- you do! You don't even, care! I'm, literally- having dreams of you!"
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Alive || Ranboo x Reader (SisterInnit Sequel)
Fanfiction(wont update, but might delete in the future) (I REALIZED THERE ARE A LOT OF STRONG TOPICS IN THIS BOOK, PROCIDE SAFELY, THANK YOUU) IN WHICH- Y/n has problems, with self harming and her brother, best friend and boyfriend, help her along through it ...