freak

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"why is it so hard
always wanting to relapse
I'm so fucking scared
'you just gotta relax'

'try to stay clean'
'you can do it queen'
'do something else instead'
these words echo in my head

don't wanna disappoint anyone
but I know I've already done
doesn't matter how hard I try
I always wonder why

why do I feel like this ?
why do I fell so weak ?
where is the bliss ?
I am juste a freak"

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