Trapped in the past (Sasuhina)

06

06 - Trauma, past, regret

Flashback (Hanaji's POV:)

"Where is mom..?" I asked, my voice is raspy and my eyes is filled with rage, worry, and regret. I was there infront of her, I let my mom get taken.. if we arrive and she's dead, I would hate my self till death. We teleported to konoha to get his injuries healed.

I looked at my father who was completely healed now, by sakura. I was glad she was the one who healed father, she's a very skilled one. I also studied medicine and she was my teacher, although I didn't fully take it because I was still training with mom back in those days..

"Hoshi.. go back home, Sakura will accompany you home, I already told her. I'll get your mom, safe and sound. I promise" My father looked at me with worry as he wrapped my injuries with bandages, I think this will bruise for a long time.

Dad created a large purple portal that magically appeared full of chakra and magic, I was curious and so curiousity led into me. I went in before father could even go.

"What are you even thinking about hanaji?!" Father shouted after he entered, I pleaded and almost cried but I didn't.

"Sorry dad.. but i really wanna save mom, it feels like she was my responsibility.." I said with full authority.

"You're my responsibility too hanaji! What I feel is twice as what you feel right now!", Father shouted again, he pursed is lips thinking now. "I wanna help." I said

"At your age? You can't even do anything yet" I looked down, yes. He's right.. I can't even save mother when she was right infront of me, I was dumb. And still was.

"Sigh.. let's go, we'll save your mom" Father said and smiled a little, my face was still emotionless and was sulking. We entered a big rocky road with a big castle in.

A scary doll ran at us so dad immediately killed it, and led me inside. He was whispering things like "Deja vu" And stuffs.

"I see.. you came huh?" The mysterious man from earlier had welcomed us with a mischievous playful smirk, I shrieked and looked at him fiercely

"Where's my wife?" Dad asked with roar in his voice, I got scared for a brief moment but went back to my poise immediately. Dad's dark aura sooth in me which made me startle.

"She's safe, but ready your pen because your divorce papers will be ready" The man said my father's aura grew and became visible that it's covering the whole big castle. I held into myself, then my vision went blurry, I can't remember anything anymore but the last thing I knew was my rage grew larger like I saw something that made me feel like this.

Heat, darkness, tortured all over my body as it covered me, I was scared obviously. I'm still a child, Aunt sakura said that I maybe had forgotten it because my brain refused to remember that dark trauma. I tried asking my parents but they just won't tell me.

End of Flashback

"And.. that's how I did it, unconsciously, unbearably and unbelievably." I said with raspy voice, I still haven't healed from my trauma yet, but I hope to heal from it soon..

"Hey, let's go back now.. shall we?" Sasuke said with comforting voice, wow, there's still kindness in him huh? I smiled and nodded a bit

We went in our secluded place, I felt an extra strong chakra sorrounded us but it felt like I've felt it before.

"Be quiet.." I shushed them to completely feel the chakra, it feels nostalgic, feels like we've felt it even before.. What is this chakra?

An orange chakra fled to us, wind suppressed naruto as he made himself calm. "Hey, are you okay?" Hasuke asked him with concerned voice, naruto nodded continuously.

"He's obviously not okay" I rolled my eyes and healed him, some bruises got into him. Maybe a shot of poison or so, I did what Aunt Sakura told me before, stay calm and focus my chakra into one place.

"Wow, you're so amazing!" Sakura said and smiled widely. "I wanna be like you someday!" She said again.

Dont worry, you will be much more than me.

"Mhm, you really should. Your teammates are such a mess" I chuckled and looked at the two, naruto was pouting and sasuke has his eyes furrowed.

Hinata was blushing at Naruto's touch which made me look at them with a bit of rage, why isn't sasuke doing any moves?!

"I know what you're thinking" Hasuke sat beside me, I gave him an arrogant look and smirked a little. "Of course, you're my brother" I said which made him chuckle.

"Mom really likes Uncle Naruto hmm?" He mentioned, I just nodded. I can't keep my mom from loving him, she should love the way she wants.

"What if we make them sleep in one tent?" Hasuke suggested, I shook my head.

"They're too young for that!" I looked at him with furrowed brows and creased forehead. What the hell is he thinking?

"No, I just want them to talk and have interactions! What the hell are you thinking about hanaji?"

"Hm, yea yea.. let's do it" I nodded and think of better excuses. "Hey, Hinata and sasuke" I looked at them, sakura was blushing with sasuke's touch and hinata too but with naruto's touch.

What a lovelife! Gosh, I didn't think that I would be stressed being in the past.

Hoshi thinks of sakura as a better woman, I do too, she's been kind to us including all the villagers. I had the love-hate relationship with her the moment I knew she liked dad before, but now.. it's all too blurry for me, her kindness blurred it all. I'm fine with her now.

"Well, Hoshi wants to share the largest tent with you and naruto. She seems to grow a fond of you, and I'll share the medium sized tent with Hasuke." I said, that's more like a command but whatever!

"With Naruto!?" Sakura exclaimed, I nodded twice. "Hehe.." Naruto smiled playfully.

"Ugh, nevermind. Sakura's with me!" I said, it's not that I don't trust naruto but dad said naruto was like a pervy!

"And you Hinata and Sasuke will share the smallest, I don't care what you say it's just one night." I said then rolled my eyes, I'm still not cool with this! I'll carry hinata to our tent after they have their interactions! Or if they're asleep, whatsoever!

Hinata's POV:

I am now with sasuke..in the tent, he was glaring at me making me creep out. "W-whats wrong?" I asked, he's the least person I would've thought to sleep with me..

He ignored me and turned his back on me then slept, oh my god.. this is gonna be the most awkward moment of me ever! I pouted and turned my back on him too then slept.. I wish this night would be the shortest night ever.

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