INSATIABLE

Chapter 17(M)

"Ever… please don't ever leave me."

The tone in Chaeyoung's voice and the emotion behind it made my chest constrict and my heart skip a beat. She sounded desperate and almost pleading and her arms were holding me so tightly.

I tried to wiggle free a little, wanting to be able to see her face but her arms were like vices around me and her head was buried against my neck.

"Chaeng?" I whisper, my right hand sifting through her silken locks while my left is still rubbing up and down her back.

I wait a few moments, hoping she would slacken her grip so that I could look at her. I wanted to see her beautiful eyes. I wanted her to see the total depth of emotion building within me.

"Chaeyoung?" I whisper again and this time I tug lightly on her hair to lift her head.

She finally look up, her eyes at first staring at some point beside my head but then shift to gaze at me. I was floored, my breathe caught in my throat. I'd never seen so much intensity before. Where the heck was all this coming from?

Slowly, gently, I lift my hand, trailing my fingers over her jaw then up her cheek. I stare back at her, trying to convey just how much I care for her in such a short amount of time.

"I'm sorry" Chaeyoung murmurs before shifting her weight to the side and rolling off of me. I feel cold and empty suddenly, missing the weight of her body on top of mine.

Sorry? What the heck was she sorry about? What was going on here?

I follow her, sliding my body over the sheets to where she was sitting on the side of the bed.

Het feet were resting on the carpet floor and her elbows are landing into the tops of her thighs, holding her head up which resting in her hands.

I crawl behind her, positioning my legs on either side of hers and then wrapping my arms around her body till I was holding her tightly against me, resting my chin on the top of her shoulder pressing my cheek against her still slightly damp skin and embrace her harder.

I could feel my body reacting to the contact, my belly contracting with warmth and my hands itching to run over her smooth skin, but I didn't dare. Something was wrong and I couldn't stand the thought of her being upset.

A new wave of emotion streak through me and I clutch Chaeyoung tighter, wanting to absorb her and whatever was bothering her.

We sat there silently, her body unmoving and I started to panic slightly. I wanted her hands to touch me, I wanted her to show me that she was ok.

But she didn't move.

I kiss a trail down the upper part of her spine and then worked my way back up, her body move and she sit up straight.

I thought for a moment that Chaeyoung was going to stand up and walk away but instead she sat there for a minute with her body rigid and her breathing even. I didn't loosen my grip and I just waited, patient and silent.

Then finally she release a long sigh and relax in my arms. Her head roll back and her hands move to the tops of my thighs which were still positioned on either side of hers.

Her touch wasn't sexual, just a gentle caress as she moved her fingers slowly up and down my legs, I wanted to shout my relief but I kept silent.

We sat like that for I don't know how long till Chaeyoung turn in my arms pulling me on to her lap.

My legs were straddling hers, arms wrap around her neck while at the same time her arms were holding me from around my back.

We stare at each other and I could see a mountain of pain behind her eyes. I wanted to ask her about it, wanted to erase whatever it was that had caused the pain but I couldn't. Something in her look told me she didn't want to talk about it.

I lean forward, pressing my lips to hers, kissing her gently before mumbling against her mouth "I have to pee."

Chaeyoung's body vibrates with her quick laugh and she release her grip on me. It was so wonderful to hear that sound that I kiss her again and this time lingering over her lips while she kisses me back.

I instantly reacted and without realizing it I moan when her tongue touches mine, sifting once again through her hair, gripping the silken strands tighter, deepening the kiss as my mouth slants over herd.

I could feel her hands moving down my back and soon she was cupping my rear and squeezing the ample flesh.

Her moan reverberates throughout my body and I could sense a growing desperation in her hands as they started sliding up and down my back, thighs, buttocks…

I wanted to cry when her lips moves away from mine.

"I thought you had to pee?" she says, a grin on her beautiful face.

I giggle, kissing her quick before answering, "Yes I do but promise me something?"

Chaeyoung nods her head with an amused look on her face as she waits for me to continue.

"Promise me that you won't move?"

With another grin she responds "Sure" smacking my ass cheeks as I got up from her lap, causing me to squeak in surprise and dart across the room to her adjoining bathroom.

I hurriedly did my business and wash up, assessing myself in the large mirror before returning to the other room.

As promised, she was still sitting in the same spot and her head was turn in my direction as I stood in the center of her room.

She was still smiling and after a moment I launch myself across the room and jump back into her lap. Our mouths met instantly and her ands were once again cupping my rear as I massage the her shoulders.

I could feel her need for me in her kiss and the way she touch me. Her erection grows impressively between our bodies and I react as I always did to her, moisture starting to build between my legs.

I wanted Chaeyoung desperately, needed the connection that only the joining of our bodies could create.

I break my mouth from hers, searching the room for a condom packet, finding a raggedly opened box on the opposite bedside table.

Quickly I move off her lap and crawl across the bed on my hands and knees. I pick up a condom and rip it open, throwing the wrapper back on the table and turning to find Chaeyoung watching me hungrily.

She attempts to move towards me but I stop her with an outstretch hand.

"No I want to ride you" I blurt out shock by my own words but instantly turn on by the reaction I receive in her gaze.

Chaeyoung's eyes were smoldering as they look at me and my own body was on fire as I straddle her legs once again, leaving enough room between us that I could roll the condom on with a little bit of assistance from her.

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