20:{Jealous}

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~Luke Hemmings

I was on my way to the kitchen, Every single step I take I heard Laughing and giggles. I seek and hid my self in the wall, I started peeking.

Michael and Krisha Laughing and fooling around.

My stomach twist as if I was about to burst.

Why the heck is Michael with her.

'Its a kitchen Idiot?' My subconscious said. He's right it's a kitchen,He probably needs food.

But why is Michael laughing with her, God what are they laughing about.

'Because you are a retard coward,Your just Jealous' My stupid subconscious repeatedly said.

Me jealous No thanks. Why would I get jealous of Michael his my best mate lets not forget he's an Idiot. Secondly him and Carmina are something.

I was about to walk away, suddenly I heard her laugh so hard like a cow. I chuckled she's really Loud and ridiculous. She's really different.

She is Insane.

I made my way to Ashton on the couch, you might be wondering where the hell is Calum. You're probably right he's with the only girl Melissa. She's driving him crazy.

"You alright ash?"

"You know how I feel"

"I'm sorry"

"Jesus,I just wanted to hug her and spin her around and never let go,the problem is I just can't."He placed his hands on his head.

He is truly madly in love with her, but then Erica and the baby, fuck his life is complicated but were here for him.

"I'm sorry"I repeatedly said.

But then we heard some running shit, and its really annoying when the person you wanted to see is riding and having fun time with your best mate.

I caught Krisha's eyes, we stared for a moment I don't wanna break this eye contact we have.

She sweetly smiled at me. But then I rolled my eyes in return.

Yeah sure I'm being a dick, but I can't bare her seeing with Michael.

Am I jealous, no, I guess I am.

"Ooohh,Lukeeee?"ashton wiggled his brows,His voice is high pitched and it's like Aaughh.

"Stop"

"Oooohhh"

"Stop it's annoying"

"Oooohhh"

My gaze snapped at Krisha as she began to sit with Carmina on the other side of the couch they were whispering something you know girls.

Michael sat beside Ashton and gave him a 'what-the-Hell-is-wrong-with-you' Looks.

"Luke,you seem Pissed?"he asked.

Well Yeah, your trying to make a move on her. Such a big deal right.

Ashton secretly whispered at Michael, and it's stupid when I could hear them. Freaking Idiots.

"He's jealous of you, you know Krisha."He tried to be quite while whispering. I don't even know if you'll call it a whisper when I could hear what that moron said.

"Ooohh,you know Luke, Krisha is just a sister to me, don't be jealous. And damn I have plans for someone."he sincerely said.

Thank god,thats what he said. Or else I'll blow up. I just wanted to thanked everyone for supporting my feelings, even though I'm afraid to show it to her. 'Luke,man up you Idiot' my subconscious yelled.

"Ayyyyyieeee you Like Harold!!!"Carmina shouted and giggled,she quickly covered her mouth and so we'll Krisha.

What the actual shit.

"Who the hell is Harold!!"I suddenly yelled, it's just slipped okay.

Krisha? Like? Harold? Who the fuck is Harold? A retard that's BullCrap.

"Why do you care?"she spat, because I like you Okay..a lot. "Are you jealous?"Carmina added, Yes I'm 101% jealous and whoever is that guy, I'll cut his balls and bruised his face.

"Why would I get jealous,shes nothing special I don't even like her"I spat, The things I've said is exactly the opposite.

Why can't i tell her the Truth, I'm falling for her. But I'm scared if I got rejected. I don't wanna be rejected. Hell I don't even know if she likes me back.

"Pardon? What do you think of me thinking of you,you're nothing better?"she fired back, Okay that made my heart crashed.

Why can't you see I like you 'cos you're being a Dick?'my subconscious added. Maybe he's right.

Why can't be I a romantic and cheesy like shits like that. I don't know how to treat girls,fuck why can't I be like Ashton he's good at girls.

"What?did you eat for breakfast?,bitch flakes."I hissed and gave her a thumbs up.

Why can't I shut up, Now she's hates me again. I screwed up.

"Someday I hope you choke on the shit you talk!"she walked away going to her room, and Bang she loudly slam the door.

I stayed quite,not wanting to argue back...

I guess I needed to apologize to her.

"Not to mention?who is Harold."Michael blurted.

"It's Krisha's boyfriend.!"Melissa muttered.

Boyfriend!,That should be me you know. Is she joking. Fuck I needed to clam my ass down. I never knew she has a boyfriend.

"We need to see him soon!"Ashton said.

Hell yeah! I need to cut his balls soon, I'm going to turn him down.

"Sure?"Melissa murmured it's more like a questioned.

She's driving me Crappy. Fuck I need to talk to her and tell her how I feel. I don't care if she's going to reject me. I need this thing to get off of my chest. I hate myself.

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