𝑻𝒚𝒍𝒆𝒓 𝒙 𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓 (𝐓𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐑𝐞𝐝)

♫︎ 𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞 ♫︎

𝑵𝒐𝒘 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 "𝑭𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌𝒔" 𝒃𝒚 "𝑺𝒖𝒓𝒇 𝑪𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆"

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' 𝐼 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢,

𝐴𝑙𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡

𝐻𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑓𝑢𝑙𝑙𝑦

𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑢𝑝 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 '

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Y/n's POV

I was walking around. Though, it wasn't very vivid. I was in this endless black void.

This endless black void of nothingness. Something I couldn't escape. Something I couldn't get out of. Something I couldn't run away from.

I felt like I was falling, but I wasn't.

I kept hearing a voice repeat the same two words.

"Let go."

Let go from what?

"Let go."

I don't understand? At all..

What did I have to let go from..? It was all a huge blur. Until something weird happened..

The void started forming a bunch of objects until I saw a few I recognized.

It was... Me! And I was holding on to a branch. Now I understood..

I walked over to.. Myself?

I started touching it. My hand went through my arm and everything in my body burned.

I immediately pulled away.

"Let go."

I looked over to myself and backed up. I knew what I was going to do..

I looked back and then looked forward. I ran. I ran as fast as I could and jumped into my body. It all stung and hurt.

It felt like my body was on fire. I felt scared to let go of the branch. I was afraid of what would happen afterwards.

I continued to grasp the branch harder until I felt my palms start to bleed. I felt a sharp pain enter my hand.

I took a deep breath and looked around me. Where was I? What am I doing?

The background was changing. It was changing into places I felt the least comfortable. Like it was trying to make me uncomfortable.

All the pain in my body crushed me. I felt like crying, but I couldn't.

A hand appeared for me to grab.

Was it really worth it??

Was it really worth all the pain to be alive?

I looked down to see the endless void I arrived in. It was taunting me.

I looked back up at the hand.

I didn't wanna die.. But I did at the same time!

I hated this!

I hate.. Boys! And girls!

I hate Tyler.

I hated my mother, and my father..

I hate... Living.

I sighed and decided to let go. I was so scared but.. As soon as I did, it all just stopped.

The pain went away. All my plans for the future, all my grudges, the people I loved, the people I hated, it all just... Disappeared. I felt no stress whatsoever.

All my fears. It all just... Left my body.

I felt cold, but I didn't mind. At all. The cold feeling actually felt nice. I felt satisfied. It was a nice feeling, to just let it all go.

Those Sixteen seconds in paradise... I loved it. I craved that feeling...

But it all came rushing back. All my grudges, stress, and fears all came back into my body.

My eyes shot open. I was back in my room. I was covered in sweat and I was breathing heavily.

Like I've been swimming under water for an hour and just came up for air.

I checked the time. It was ten in the morning.

Usually, I would be panicing since today I have school but... I just, didn't feel like it anymore.

I felt... Exhausted. I just wanted to sleep.

I flipped my pillow to the cool side and closed my eyes. As soon as I did, I fell back into a restless sleep.

I wanted to feel that feeling again.

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A/n: I hope you enjoyed this chapter. There wasn't that much action, but now you sorta know what Y/n is going through.

I was looking for ideas then my friend told me that I should write one of those detailed dream chapters. Lol

Word Count: 656