Changing Him (hayes Grier fan fic book #1)

Chapter 38

Monica's POV

"Monica I'm sorry I know Ive screwed up big time but please give me a chance I'm willing to do anything you want just give me another chance please" he said and I looked down

"Hayes I don't know" I said unsurely while playing with my hands

"Monica please I'll do anything make you happy anything for you" he said begging

"Hayes I think we should just take it slow but for now we are just friends" I said look at him in the eyes

"What the hell! I'm try to fucking explain what I would do and you turn around and give me this shit" he said raising his voice

"Hayes lower your voice and stop before you say something you'll regret" I whispered while closing my eyes and tears slowly coming down

"Shut the hell up you don't fucking tell me what to do why am I still fucking trying to get with someone worthless like you" he yelled at me and I looked down while crying and took a deep breath

"Okay" I said quietly and turned around and went back inside and went to the bathroom washed my face and sat back down next to Nash and Shawn

"You okay" Shawn whispered in my ear

"Yah of corse why wouldn't I be" I said and put on my best smile

Shawn's POV

"Yah of corse why wouldn't I be" she said trying her best to fight the pain but I could see it in her eyes she's hurting

"Monica come on let's go talk" I said and she refused

"Shawn I'm fine" she said putting on her best smile

"You sure" I asked

"Positive" she said

Monica's POV

I feel bad for lying to Shawn but I'll talk to him later I'm just tired of having people feel sorry for me so from now on I promise never to show pain or cry unless I'm talking to one of the boys I shall not cry in front of all of the boys only if I'm talking to one of them privately

I promise.

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A/N: I'm updating at midnight because I can not go to sleep and I felt like writing so there you guys go a little short but I'll try to right a longer one tomorrow.