My Obsession

Tenth

So guys many of you don't like the siddharth character here but it's a fantasy story and also you can see many shade of siddharth and shehanaz . When time and situation changes personality also changes and it's only a starting and a suspense too . Please keep patience dear .

So let's start

Sana pov

My whole life changed into a 180 degree celcius . I feel like to end this life as my every thing change from my identity to surname . It's my fault to trust him but he misuse it . Now when I look myself into a mirror my face had a red bindi which I never use to wear but now I wear it and my maag filled with red colour sindhur and in my neck my favourite gold chain with a heart shaped diamond pendant covered into black nuptials and these all things I didnt even want means I want but not before building my career but now I hate each each and every thing even my clothes I usually like to wear kurti or trendy clothes now converted into a saree which I drape across to conver my body as I like saree but it's very uncomfortable for me which I never use to wear but now it's not like that . My whole freedom had been snatched and i feel damed control . I feel like a puppet who moves according to others and while thinking about my new hell married life I slowly drifted into a sleep .

Siddharth pov

Now my life is a heaven its goes by my will and my happiness is beyond everything because whatever I needed I get that and also now i had a my own family and I had responsibility too fullfill . And not only that my whole family will be leaving together as we use leave before as a join family . We separated only because of bussiness purpose but now everything is settled and also we decided to make everything great .

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After sleeping for 4 hour to get rid of my exhaustion I waked up and get fresh . That time I get informed that my whole new family members are waiting for me but who cares . I rested for some more minutes and giving a good massage to my leg and hand and I finally went out for dinner as I am not hungry but I need to follow rules so I goes to down in deep though to how to escape from here as I know its impossible but I will try and I will make it to possible . As I moved down my trance were broken by someone angry yell .

" shehanaz what the hell why cant to keep be responsible and take care of yourself as you know how much care you should need in this phase ". By my new father in law his advice to me but who cares.

" sorry " by saying that I took seat beside my so called husband who give a glare too me for my behaviour but who care I give to him back .

I food being served but I dont had a mind to eat or to taste as my hunger had died so I didn't even touch a single food which served to me and whole incident I faced had coming like a flashback and I immersed in it and my trance again broken by mother in law who is more strict ,elegant, punctual than everyone in this family.

" shehanaz please be responsible towards your health and most important to a life growing inside you and take a good care also ". Oho she is concerned about the child not me . Why should she will show care towards me my thinking all this things I feel suffocated so I think to go . When I started to move I had been stopped by my father in law and by my husband.

" shehanaz dont disrespect food and also come and eat you shouldnt avoid it . It should affect the babies growth so come". By my father in law but cut off my husband who dragged me again to table

" eat your food dont creat any scene now after this you can creat any drama as you need please show some respect".
He is saying I am creating scence he is the only person who created my life a tragetical drama but he bashing on me for whole those thing happened I cut him off

" what you said I am creating drama for what has tell me now I cant kept quiet. You are the only person who made my life into drama . And about I dont want it because the mental torture you are giving to me is enough so please I need some space for now ".

When I get off from the table I heard a warning from bade papa

" you can take or do whatever you want it's your choice . But any of your choice will creat any harm towards our child and future heir of roy then you will see what we are capable of okay "

" ha bhai is right if any harm happens to my grandchild you will face actually hell . So please take care of our child inside your womb " he is cut off by sid

" Nothing will happen to my child as you know how much I needed this and you all also so dont say about harm and all . If anything goes wrong in next check up you will see my actual side sana " oho he is saying about his nature and I had watched every side off him . Nothing can more happen than death , it will be give a relief from this life .

I also had my own decision so now peace is important for me so I went away from their too garden to breath fresh air which I am longing .

Every women loves to become mother and that phase is very beautiful for them . For me it's not like that I dont even want this child of him but I know this is mine too. The day when I got to know about I being pregnant that day change my whole life into hell . But when I remember about this my whole mistake coming as a flashback because loving him is a mistake but for my heart I keep loving him now also . But I dont want to live such life I am only 24 I had life to enjoy and cherish not control by this black nuptial and this little life inside me too . Child is a biggest responsibility but now I dont want this but that also happens for siddharth this is not a responsibility rather he loves it and he always says about being father and now he is extra caring and loving too I enjoyed his pam too but I am not interested in these new phase I only want his love and care before and after too . but what can I say every thing happen in a sudden but I cant sit and cry I need my life which I lived for a week needed back a bachelor life with my family I needed that not this new phase life and I am not even enjoying any phase here . It would affect my career and my physical fitness too it all would ruined which I love by thinking into deep trance of life I decided to get back to a enjoy and needed life which lived .

"What will shehanaz do for getting her bachelor life ?"

" what will happen to her "?

" will siddhart change entering into this new phase?".

Stay tuned bye ❤❤❤❤❤