Meant To Be..

Chapter-4

Chapter-4

Catching feelings

Title song: Burning up (LMH)

Dedicated to :

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CHA EUN SANG P.O.V.

His home? Is he on right mind? How can be that's possible?

I needed his help but this is more than enough.I can't be that clingy girl who always brag about helps.

"I need some time to think..." I said like that instead of saying no.I don't want to hurt him.He is sympathising me ,I can't take that as granted.

"I want an answer tomorrow.But till that where you will stay?You were no where to go." He is concerning much for a stranger like me.

"That's my concern.Don't worry about that.I can arrange a place for my own."I sternly said and put my defences up.I don't want to fall in love.

He looked hurted.His eyes surely showed that.I am such a Stine hearted person.Ugh.

"That's right.Who am I to be concerned.? Let me know when you are going to start the work as my stylist." Without even giving me the time to respond,he walked away.

I stretched my hand and tried to took his name.But..air only came.What can I do?

I walked from there and started to walk at the busy roads of seoul.

"You want some hot fish ,young lady?" A old lady asked me in Korean.I smiled and politely declined the offer.But,that reminds me the days I ate those same hot fish sticks with Jae hei.He always cared me and took me to the places which I fantasied about.

Foot steps started to tremble and I don't wanted to fall on the floor.I walked up to the small bar on the road.

"Soju please." I asked for Korean alcohol and sat on the last table.I never drank after my 21st birthday party.I drank a lot and also blabbered a lot.I can't handle much.

They delivered my order and I thanked them.I had side dishes too.I poured a shot and slowly glared at that.

FLASH BACK

"What's going on ,Jae hei ah?" I asked with tears when I seen him kissing a girl.She looked so rich just by seeing her attitude.

"Eun sang ah...When you came...?" His voice was shaking with embrassment.

"Whae ?We were going to marry tomorrow...Why you are doing this to me jar hei ah??whae!!?" Small tears rolled on my cheeks and my face was on brick red because I was so emotional.

"I can explain...Please listen." He came to me and said by holding my hands.That girl just stood there are stared at us.

I slipped my hand from his grip,"tell.I am listening." I loved him that much..That even though I felt betrayed..I gave him a chance to justify himself.

"This girl...I love her.I met her after we were seeing each other.I can't stop what I feel,eun sang ah.Mianae." So many sharpened swords were penetrating my small heart.The wounds were again and again heated up by his attitude.

"I can't marry you.Sorry.I was going to tell you everything when you come home.But I didn't expected that you would come this much soon."