Meant To Be..

Chapter-13

Chapter 13

Lingering Feeling

Theme song : Fall Into you

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KIM TAN P.O.V.

"The concert was so amazing,Kim tan ssi! Thanks to you."

"The pleasure is mine,Mr.Chan." I bowed to Mr.Chan who was the president of the concert organising committee in China. "We are looking forward for another concert of you,soon." He said and I thanked him and bowed as respect.He tapped my shoulder before he took the leave.

I sighed reliefly when he left.All these times,I was keep thinking about Eun sang.I don't why I felt so emotional when I sang Painful Love today. I don't know the name of the thing which I have for her l,but it's occupied ne slowly and mesmerisingly.I was helding my head on my hand and laid back in my seat.My cabin was dead silent.

She must have thought that I am a cheap bastard.I should have told her about Jae Hei's sucide attempt.I thought she will be broken and she would have felt guilty for that.

Try to sucide is turning as a fashion now-a-days? Life is worth enough to endure the pain and live.I hate it when someone become coward and give up on whatever they are aiming to.

I can't help my heart's anxiousness.I want to talk with her and know if she is mad at me or not.I circled my phone again and again in my hand and stared at the screen.

"Ah!Athokae! " I hissed and threw the phone on the table.

" Kim Tan ssi" I heard a knock from my room's door."Come in" I said by not even looking at the door.My mind was occupied with the thoughts of Cha eun sang.

"It's been two hour since you locked you up here.Whats wrong?" My manager was too concerned about me.I let out a growl and leaned back on my chair.He sighed and sat on the chair before mine.

"Is this about cha eun sang? " He asked slowly."Mm." I said a small hum in acceptence. I don't want to lie.A person who hide his feelings is the worst coward in my dictionary.

"She will be alright. She must be shocked that her friend tried to commit sucide but, she is a strong women.So,don't worry, Hm?" I sat up when he finised talking.

"She?Strong?Manager ssi,she even tried sucide!You forget that?" My voice was louder.He nodded his head and kept silent.I calmed down slowly.

"The thing is..I don't know what she is doing and the worst feel is I don't know how much hard time she is having now." I said and my manager just stared at me.

"Kim tan ssi...do you have feelings for her?I mean I never seen you this much depressed before..." Actually my heart beats crazily .

Is that true?Am I in love with her,with cha eun sang? I didn't expected to fall in love like this.I think I have to give her a call at least. I can't cope up without hearing her voice .

"It's definitely love." My manager declared and I blinked my eyes at him."What?You are making it obvious,Kim tan ssi.Look at the way you express when I ask ask bout cha eun sang and look at the way you are feeling when she is not here.."

I was in the need of words.I don't know how I can answer the unanswerable questions.All the questions looks simple like,Why you miss eun sang?Why you wanna hear her voice so badly and why you want to keep her with you always?But..I don't know that complicated answer.

"I will let you think, Kim tan ssi.But,find out the truth soon.You have much things to concentrate." Manager tapped my shoulder before went out from my room.

May be I like her.I don't know if that's love because being in love with a person is a big thing for me.But,how can I figure it out? I have no idea.

I came out from the room and started to walk on the corridors.People started to notice me and gave the usual reactions.I passed them with a smile.

A guy gave me a smile and I returned it and continued my walk. My conscience hit me hardly.Something looks similar with that guy.Do I know him already?I do saw him sone where, I am just trying to figure it out, where.

"Damn it!" I stomped my feet on the ground and ran behind that guy.He is dead meat in my hand.How dare!?

He was entering into the V.I.P. cabin where no one is there.I grabbed his shoulder and turned him towards me.

Without my permission my fist hit his chin hardly.Even my eyes widened with his eyes. Why am I this much angry?

"Yah!Who you think you are!?Ah!?" He yelled and brought his fist to punch me and I grabbed his hand and defended myself.

"How you know cha eun sang? What's your deal with her?Huh? Tell me!" I was helding his hem of his shirt.

"What are you talking about? You are crazy!" He yelled back and shoved my hand off.

"Don't you dare to act like an innocent.You think I am blind?I saw you kissed Cha eun sang that night!" I yelled and my eyes were holing his face. I wanted to beat the shit out of him.

"Cha.Eun.Sang.?" He asked her name in detail.My teeth were about to broken by gritting."Just tell me what's your relationship with her!" I said by supersssing my overwhelming anger.

"Who are you?" He threw a question at me instead of answering it.I let out a sigh and rubbed my temple.He is testing my patience.

"You don't need to know." I cut him off.He smirked and shoved the little amount of blood which was coming from his lip ' s corner.

"Then you don't need to know who I am." He said and turned around.

"I am her boyfriend." I said.My Curiousity brought the best out of me.

"What?" He was not so happy with my answer.I nodded my head casually. "You heard me." I said around mm crossed my arms. I don't know why I said even though I know that if eun sang came to know about this then I am over.But...I don't care, right now.

"Really!That slut!" When he slipped this words he was on the ground at the next second.My blood was raising at a High rate. He is dare to talk like that and he deserves that!

"Watch your foul mouth!" I spat and glared at him.He was a bit taken back.

"She do have skills,to get the best in a man." He said with a smirky voice.I swear,if I am not an actor that bastard would be dead by my hand.

"Stop talking rubbish about her.Aarasu?Tell me why the hell you kissed her?"

"Me?Why kissed her?Because,she is my slave."

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I have no words to say how sorry I am for this much late update but I do have my reasons.I am really busy with my college.Please bear with me.

Sarangae

With love and hugs,

♡ Jerin ♡