Meant To Be..

Chapter-9

Chapter-9

Ruthless

Theme song: Love the way you lie

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Kim Tan P.O.V.

I was just standing there,motionless.In this tug of war with my feelings,I think I have seen the end now.I was so sick with this feelings battle and finally it got into an end.She have so many soldiers to take care of her,so I wont be a notable one hereafter.

Anyway,I feel so happy about saved her,accidently.I made a precious person to exist in this world.

A part of me ,wanted to go nuts and rip the guy who was kissing her.But,I am not gonna do that.No more emotional wars.I have got so many other thing to taken care of rather than my own selfish unrequite infactuation.

My steps went back and i slowly turned and showed my back at her.For the first time,I decided to give up on something.Practically,second time.I gave up on football which I loved as my life.

I tried to fasten my steps..But after all,I am also just a normal human being who have a sensitive heart.I stopped my steps near my car and looked down,at the floor.I seen the shoes I was wearing which was exclusively designed by the stylist,Cha Eun Sang.

I let out a chuckle when I realised that there was a small rabbit face in my shoes.Then I seriously dont know from where the emotionals came from.It just came and I wanted to cry out very loud.I felt like suffocating.

I get into the car,putting my seat belt.May be,just may be..I loved her.Because,even though I talk like I am a stupid person for telling that I might love the person whom I know for only two weeks.but,the thing is I am getting emotinal by even seeing the driver's next seat,where she used to sit.Am I stupid now?

Cha eun Sang,what do you did to me?

I started the engine and drove the car in the highways.I made some important decisions in that small ride back to home.

I dialed Jun ho,he took up .

"Kim tan ssi,You found her?She must be seeing her-"

"I saw her.In the cafe.Just don't tell her that I was seeing for her,aara?She will probably come home lately.Bring her to the company at eleven,tomorrow.I have a shoot in china.I am hunging up."

He was replying something but I didn't cared for that.My engine roared as I pushed the accelerator hardly.

I let the hot water hit my cold skin in the morning.My fingers ran through my wet hair and I just stared at the water drops hitting the floor by making a chuckling sound.

The decisions which I made last night have to be undertaken in my consideration.I have to follow my own decisions,because..No matter how hard I ignore and refuse to admitt..The truth is..she is hard to resist.I cant refuse the fact there.